Breath

Chapter 1

I feel like I have been misplaced in this world. No one appreciates me, and that's why I am so blue. My life has been a living hell, and it has always been like that. It's weird, but I have always felt like I was just placed in this world to feel bad. No one knows the feeling that nobody understands you, it's like you are talking to the air. Please world, let me breath.

My name is Lauren, and I am 16 years old. I've never felt like I've fitted in, in this world. I have no friends, my family doesn't quite like me, and strangers are considering me like I am from a different planet. It's difficult.

I am going to school in 30 minutes, and I have a bad feeling inside of me right now. It's a whole new school for depressed students, like me. I don't think I'll ever be decent again. My knives in my kitchen are talking to me, they say that I should cut in myself, but I have willpower enough to see that this it's the wrong thing to do.

My mom drives me to school everyday, because she's the only one in the world that supports me. She the light in my life, she's the reason why I haven't committed suicide yet. She knows what I am going through, because she has tried it herself.

We arrived to my new school "Mexelle High School", and I can just say by one look, that this will make my life even worse. I asked my mom fearfully "Is this really what I have to do?" She answered me "I hope so, I really do darling".