Did you realise when I say I'm tired I turn away and look like I am ready to cry but I try so hard not to talk
Do you realise why I scream and cry the words I do in the middle of the night when everyone that I think cares is fast asleep all those memories take up my mind to make nightmares to wake and scare me
Do you realise when I am texting you and asking for help when I am sitting on the floor at 3:00 in the morning with tears in my eyes hoping someone would hear me and wishing everything was different
Do you realise after all those hugs and random break downs I need help and you just left me and told me that I was worthless but all I wanted was to be loved to be cared about and able to get called theirs forever
