Magnets

4 years later....

I finished school 4 years ago.
And started to study anatomy and went to college.
When I arrived at the University, I was alone and I was on my own.
My friends were in an another University to study for something else.

~Throwback~

The last day of school and then college...
What a wonderful time to stand here and see my friends go to an another path as I do. Many of them were friends and few of them were like a member of my family. It's time to say goodbye for the last time... and also say goodbye to him...
At first it was really hard to say goodbye, especially when someone who you don't wanna lose....
So I was brave enough and went to him and just stand in front of him and tried to say goodbye without to start crying.
At first he looked at me and asked me of I suppose to say something and I couldn't answer him because it's too hard to say something for the last time...,so I just cuddled him and started to cry and never said a word and then he asked me what's the matter and I answered "You,..you're the reason why I'm crying..." "because I love you and now that I know that we are never ever gonna be see again and that forever...,this is the last time where we see for the last time....
And then he started to hold me tight and never let me go.
"That's sweet from you, but now we have to say goodbye for the last time, I know it's hard, but stay strong maybe we see each other again, but when will it happened I don't know,maybe there where we don't expect "
After I heard those words coming out of his mouth, I couldn't stop to crying. But then he let me go and walked away.
Then I realized how much he adores me too as I do.

~Back to the reality~

And I'm struggling right now with my life and school. I went back to my campus
And went to my room and lay on my bed, because I was exhausted, so I took a nap and waited that my pizza gonna arrive.
Few minutes later, my door began to ringing,then I opened the door. The first thing I saw, was him....
At first he didn't recognize me, but then he stare to me again and remember who I was.
"C-Cl-Clara ,...Is that you?"
Then tears started to rush down my face and answered "Yes, I was the girl who loved you..." and I after I said that he grabbed me and started to hugged me and he was really excited to see me and couldn't stop to smile and cry.
After that, he stayed at my flat and we ate the pizza that I ordered.
And then he confessed me something that I never knew, he confessed to me "At first I hated you, because of your attitude and don't like your character, but then I realized, it was not you the person it was all an illusion, you hid your true personality, because you are afraid that someone else can hurt you, so I took time and tried to became friends"
At first I was speechless and couldn't talk for a while, so I just stared at him and tried not to get emotionally.
And I asked him why he every time make me so emotionally, then he replied with "Because you are the only person who I can talk more serious"