Over a year ago, over 365 days ago. In the month of February, I had an account for a dating site called Meet Me. I felt alone, depressed because all of my friends had girlfriends or boyfriends and I was always the person to be alone. I created the account to make friends so I wouldn't feel alone anymore.
I had had the account for over a month when I met her. The app sends a notification to you when someone views your profile, and I forget who viewed who's first, but whenever I viewed her profile, she would view mine and I got a notification, I would click on the notification and it brought me to her profile so she saw that I viewed her profile. We went back and forth for awhile until she sent a message saying "seen my profile enough?"
I replied "sorry, I didn't mean to view your profile so many times. I just couldn't believe how beautiful you are so I had to keep looking." Those messages started a years worth of messages. We talked for hours that night. I believe we talked til 10p.m. or later that night. Then 11p.m. the next. Every day after I school I got on that app and we just talked and talked. This lasted 3-5 days. Then one night, her and her boyfriend broke up, this was at about 11:30. Earlier, at 11:11, she said to make a wish. I wished for her, I liked her a lot. She was one of my closest friends and we had met just a few days ago. At about midnight we were talking and I got my nerve up to ask her out. An amazing miracle happened that night, she said yes. I was crazy happy. We stayed up till 1 that night. All we did was talk. Most of the time we would talk all day. 6 hours to 12 hours to 16 hours. I loved talking to her. It's all I would do. Time went by and we had been together for a month then 2 months. Soon it was 4 months, almost 5. I made the biggest mistake of my life.
