Well ,let's just say I'm not good at writing but something just forced me to write
I'm not an ordinary person
Laughing all day,having fun with others ,hanging out with friends ,always a smile on face ,looking all pretty.....this is what people think I'm
But,in reality no one knows the real me
Deep inside I'm a sensitive person
Praying all day that my parents live longer than me
Deep inside I wanna cry at everything
Deep inside lost my heart to someone
Everyday on my home,just can't stop my heart from crying when I see poor little kids working
Deep inside I'm way more different from what people think I'm
Might be one outgoing girl from outside
But deep inside I'm just scared of this world
Death seems the only escape
Trying to express myself but every time I fail.......Life changed so much
A few years I ago I never thought that this world would be this much scarier but now I just can't help it
I see things differently now
Very differently
Why did I even started observing things
Sometimes...I wanna go back to the older me
But this me is way more better
I appreciate life
The older me hated life
(I know I'm not good at writing,sorry)
