Sometimes i just wonder why life is just the way it is. Like why good people die and bad people get away with it. That's not really my problem right now, but it's something like that. People who don't deserve things get them so easily while me ... it's just the other way around. I want it so bad, I make sure at the end i end up with it ,but somehow it just slips through my fingers . What am trying to say is life sucks badly.
Sorry to burst your bubble but all this fuss is all over a boy. YES !!!!!! a boy. Those strange creatures that you can never interpret .That tell you they love you and 3 hours later their kissing a cheerleader under the bleachers. Before you start laughing at me that isn't my story .my story is quit long its has to do with guys and their best friends and their cousins.
But the good news is after all that heart breaks I've learnt a lot. And I have my ex guys to thank for that. And am not scared to share my story with the world cause I no its going to come to a part when I tell y'all girls how to pay back some of those guys .So the first guy is........drum roll please Ethan.
It was a normal day. Nothing too special .Nothing except me catching his every stare .Those dark brown eyes .They melted my heart every single day . If only i could gather the courage to face my bigggest fear ....talking to Ethan Stones. I had been crushing on this boy since middle school . Atleast i wouldn't say so then .I even decieved my own self that i didnt like him ,but for some reason i just cant keep it together anymore .i'am going to stop fighting those feeling .I LOVE ETHAN STONES .there i said it. That feels so much better now.....
"LISA!!!!!..........snap out of it .Earth to lisa"
it was my best friend carmen. She was like my siste .Together forever from birth. We where in the libarary supposed to be preparing a report on the holy grail but my mind had wondered to other places.
''carmen" i said, i knew i could trust her "i think i like ethan"
"OMG..i knew it,i knew it,i totally knew it "
''shhhhhhhhhhhhhh"
it came from both me and the libarain
"could you please shut up, people are looking and please dont look that way cause his looking too"
she turns her head to look but my fast reflex action gives her a kick under the table.
"AWOWWWWW" she scream . Atleast it did the job but it also got the libarians attention again
"if you two cant keep it down am afraid i might have too kick you out"she says with a stern look.
"that wont be neccesary ma'am "carmen says through her pain "we were about leaving "
"That means you've been lying to me all this while " carmen says when we are out of the library
"Don't feel to bad, I've being lying to myself too"
"You know we have a problem right"
"And what's that " I'm curious to know
"Our problem comes with blond hair and alot of money"
DANG......I totally forgot about heather styles .....head cheer leader. Does it bother you the way it does me that a head cheer leader must always be involved. It's like it's a curse that comes with the position or something.
I always wondered why she wanted ethan so badly. They weren't dating ,but she sure acted the part of his desperate girl friend amazingly well.
