Daviayako My Luv

I have not quit I have just begun

your heart still fits please don't run

Ayako my first True Luv

Please Ayako see me as my heart speaks

Ayako know that my heart still has a beat

It's your name that calls; you are the rhythm

to my heart that aches in pain for any hurt or pain

I have caused you;

I sit in shame...

Wanting to be there beside you, to pick up the pieces I left behind you

Wanting to hold you tight saying I promise it's going to be alright

at night praying to the Good God who gave me such a luv that

in my sleep I dream about you.

Will you give me another chance to show you I'm for real, a genuine promise

that I can give something that will not return void. A commitment that is sacred that will not hinder anything in you.

I want to learn to know you all over again as in the first time I set my eyes on your innocence

I promise not to mislead you but guide you to a safe place from corruption or disappointment free from judgment a place where you will have a sound mind and a free heart.

Like two people meeting for the first time with open hearts and open minds and a chance of having true kinship and luv all the while gaining the connection we lost.

Then you can scream kick and cry and i promise not to say why. I will listen as your heart speaks and your temper you will release all your aches and pains all my wrongs and your rights even adore you in your goth ways.

Give me a chance to peel away the pain even if its just for a day. And on that day I will try my earnest to let you be the person you want to be even show you that the person you have become is the perfect person i have always wanted you to be in all the imperfection the world may see. Because i will let you be.

Not just for a day or for a moment but for the end of time i will let you be you; not someone i tried to create you to be.

But i know more than anyone knows about you, that your more than they say about you. I've lived long and I've traveled far and when i faced you i knew there was something about you.
In your eyes i see you seek peace you see there are only few like you. Its the same peace i seek and you have made me better because
I will and have done everything
I can to be right there beside you don't see it you may not believe it but when you give us the chance
you will believe it.

You see i have come for love not war but the world and its ways have put us against each other life demanding more running out of time feeling like we are living some big lie. My hurts and pains; all I did was make you feel the same way!

What am I some kind of dumb,
Know that i have just begun to win this fight believe me; it is the fight of my Life! Not to gain custody but to gain ur trust you see. And when your ready where ever i am is and will always be your home away from home. I will love you till you believe till you hear the birds sing. And I won't give up till i hear you sing.
Because your life took your song and I had no right to make you ever feel like you had no right to sing your own song. And in all my life I've never heard such delight. Like Cherries Blossom you are Awesome! XOXO