how I got left

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        The first time I got left was  when my mom and dad decided I was to much to handle , so they left me and my brother alone to move to London .
        The second time was when Jack left me saying he shouldn't have to be my parent and he went  to peruse his career. 
         What about me ? Was I not good enough to have something,  someone?  This is what I think about while I cut . I do it on my thighs so no one will see . Yes I do have friends and I do get in trouble by running from the cops but they are like the family I never had .
     I spray paint but everyone likes my art , in fact I've been on the news for my art . Underneath everything I spray paint I put B Johnson.  That way somehow Jack knows I'm still here .
         I look at my clock and realize I'm late for therapy.  Yes I have to go to therapy because I almost killed my self 6 times . Each one sadly  unsuccessful .

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