Call me gay. Call me faggot. Call me an attention whore. Call me emo. Call me fat. Call me ugly. Call me fake. I don't give a shit. It doesn't matter what you call me. If you're gonna call me something then say it to my face. If you're gonna say it behind my back then I'm gonna be pissed. I may not love who I am but at least I don't go around saying shit about other people. I'm not proud of who I am. But I'm damn sure proud that I'm open about it. So what if I listen to screamo or hardcore music? So what if I'm not the prettiest? So what if I always wear black? So fucking what? I'm pansexual and I really don't give a flying fuck what you think about me. Go ahead and spread rumors about me. Just makes me stronger. You know what. I don't care what people think. I wear black. I'm not ashamed of who I am. Maybe I do wanna be a guy. That's why I go by Kyle. It doesn't matter to me what you say. At least I'm not a slut. I don't go around throwing myself at people. You shouldn't care what people think. It doesn't matter. What matters is your personality. If you act like a slut then people are gonna call you that. But a faggot. That's just fucking unacceptable. So what if they're gay or trans or bi? It shouldn't matter. Don't fucking call them a faggot. And don't EVER, EVER tell somethings to kill themselves. I don't give a single fuck if you don't like them. If they listen to you then you're gonna have to live with the guilt of someone committing suicide because of something you said. Some people have depression and it's bad. Telling them to kill themselves is making it worse. It's unacceptable. Think about what you say. If you call someone something then it will affect them. They might not show it but it does. I act like I don't care but I do. You don't know what people do when they're alone. Some people cut. Because of stuff they hear about themselves. It makes them feel worthless. But they're not. If you wouldn't say stuff about them then it wouldn't happen. I understand that it also happens because of stuff going on at home but the same goes for people's parents. They tell them stuff just like others and it makes them feel bad about themselves. Somethings they think they are the reason their parents fight. They aren't. It's their parents. They have issues. Not the child. They have too much going on at home and they don't need people outside of the house to make it worse. Put yourself in their shoes. You might think it wouldn't affect you but it would. I don't care if you say you're strong enough to ignore it. You're not. It's gonna keep coming until you can't take it. That's how everyone with depression feels. It builds up until they've had enough. That's how your words affect people. You may think it doesn't hurt them but it does. I haven't told this to anyone but I lost a close friend to suicide. The bullying at his school and the abuse at his house got too much for him. I tried my hardest to help and talk him out of it but it didn't work. There was one person that pushed him too far. It wasn't all that persons fault but they pushed him and pushed him until he had enough and couldn't take it. Do you really want to be that person that pushes someone too far? Think about what you say. You're words hurt. Think before you call someone something. If you tell someone to kill themselves even if you're joking they might not know that and you might have been the one that pushed them too far and actually caused them to do it. You might not think they will kill themselves but some people will kill themselves.
