Hi my name is Joseph, my life is pretty simple, I do my daily routine I wake up, shower, brush my teeth, get dressed and go to school. At school I'm considered the nerd, because I'm a straight A student, and my attitude is on point, but because of that I've been pushed around and been called names like "smartass, dipshit, bitch, weak" but there favorite one of all is fag but thoughs words don't really don't really do nothing to me, but there is that one person who says fag to me and that really gets to me and that one person is David Julian, he is one of the most feared person in school and one of the biggest bullies there are and that sucks because he is my bullie.
Every time I would go down the hallways he would always have something to say like " would you look at that, aye don't get to close he might rub the gayness on you." and would laugh and every other students would laugh with him or feel sorry for me and it would hurt so badly that I tried to commit suicide 5 times and every time I would fail but only my family and I know. He would always punch me in my stomach, stuff me in my locker, or pin on the wall, or he would do all three and it hurt like hell, I always have trouble sitting or bending over because of the pain and I would have to deal with it for the rest of the day.
After school I would go home and take a shower and change Into my pajamas and a put on a wife beater, once I sat down the pain came back and I groan in pain, I got up and went to the restroom and went to my cabinet to get some pain killers so the pain would go away. After a little while I went to get some food and then went to bed but I didn't want to because I would have to face the pain and hurtful words the next day and it would all always feel like time rewinded and every thing happens all over again just in a blink of an eye.
Sorry if it's short I'm new to this so bare with me. Comment please because I would love to hear what you have to say but I don't except negative comments keep them to yourself and vote.
Love and kisses ~ christian <3
