Sup its your boy Jacob and my life eats ass. Things went downhill from the moment i was born first my "mother" left me on the font porch of the worst orphanage in the world. Then i got bullied at home and at school for any and everything mostly because im not normal. Then if bullying wasnt enough no matter what happend they always blamed me so i always got beatings. After so much what could you do i tried suicide in every way shape and form. Pills,cutting,hanging myself,cutting,i jumped off a fucking building and im still here i dont get it. But maybe things gone change because im getting adopted today i can literally hear them partying. After 15 long lonely painful years im finally free sike. I could never be free everything bad thats been said or done to me is forever spinning in my head. I guess people were right the deepest scares are the ones we can not see. Your not broken if no one sees it so why fix whats not broken i Jacob Anthony am not broken or damaged im perfectly fine. Yeah nobody believed that either did you oh well you know what drake says the truth hurts but those lies heal. So imma keep lying to myself until its true and im not broken. Its cold as hell out here i mean for cali but then again im never outside much. Damn I'm pathetic i was just sitting with my head in my knees just thinking when i felt somebody tap my shoulder. When i look up i see a light skin boy with dark brown eyes he smiled showing off his fangs. He was cute but he didnt wasnt my type wait i dont have a type i was still thinking just staring at him when he did something unexpected. He hugged me tight like he's known me forever
Boy:*lets go*uggh my bad im chresanto but you can call me chres and im your brother*rubs neck*
Then when i look at him closer he looked like
Me:your in that group....mindless behavior right
Chres:yeah*picks up my bags walks to the car*
I followed and got in the passenger side his car was bomb. We talked most of the ride but i got sleepy i dont sleep much at night because thats when my thoughts run free the most. So i was out like a light
Chres pov
I looked over after hearing light snores he was so cute not like that. More like newborn sibling cute he looked so fragile like he could break any second. He made me feel something i haven't in 2 years protective like i had somebody who really needed me it made me feel good. I wasnt going to mess up again im not gone be oblivious to the issues thats how i lost my cousin aka my best friend. He wasnt blood but then again nun of my family is cause im adopted but we knew each other since we were 2. We did everything together he was always there for me it was my job to protect him but i was blinded. You see my cousin Kyle was just like Jacob intersex and he committed suicide. Because he was bullied he didnt tell me because he knew i would let my anger control me and it would ruin my career. So he didn't say anything he let it get out of control and it became to much. I found him floating in a tub of bloody water it was already to late. Im not making that mistake i want jake to know he can come to me with anything and not be afraid of me doing something stupid. I cant mess up again i refuse to mess up again jacob is my second chance and i wont let me,anyone,or even his self fuck him up. I felt something wipe something wet off my face i look over and see its jake i didnt even notice i was crying
Jake:whats wrong chres*sleepy voice*
Me:*sniffs chuckles*nothing im good go back to sleep
Jake:*half sleep*you sure we can talk if you want*yawns*
Me:nawl im good*smiles* go to sleep
And thats what he did he was out in 2.5 seconds. I wont mess this up
