I wish I knew then what I know now
I regret never uttering a single sound
They say count your blessings
Don't know what you got til' it's gone
It was naive of me to think
That change would never come
How did we drift so far apart?
Then again, I don't even know what I'm talking about
Our friendship was an illusion
I've finally reached that conclusion
My love for you
Left me only with bruises
Our bond was created inside of my head
When I was too depressed to leave my bed
Now there's a hole where you should be
I can't help but wonder if you ever think of me
I can't make sense of how I feel
When none of this even feels real
Should I be angry?
Should I be sad?
I feel nothing and everything
It's making me go mad
So I cry
And want to die
Actually no,
That's a lie
