Hi I'm Riley and today's my 16th birthday and honestly I'm not up for anything because I've just lost my world meaning my brother he past away not to long ago he was only 18 and he was my everything he helped me with everything even when I got bullied and now he's gone .
these days all I do is cry and punch things and I'm just trying my best not to self harm I havnt yet cause I know it will brake my mum and dad in pieces knowing what I've done. All I want is for my brother Alex to be back home he's my world I love you Alex. I don't know what else to do anymore as I don't have Alex we had a big dream of ours and plans for the future but I won't let him down I'll do it on behalf of him. We have had such wonderful memories together but that doesn't mean he's not with me wherever I go he will always be in my heart and forever watching over me I love my brother .
