FRAGILE IDENTITY

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Naubo naman ako sa tinanung nya

Sasagot na sana ako ng...''yes and im her boyfriend.."

Biglang sumulpot si Gale..

"Oh really?you?is he your boyfriend,Ellaine?"Eros

Tumingin ako kay Gale,yung tingin nya,sinasabing...say-that-im your-boyfriend-look.

"Ahhh,yes…he's my boyfriend..hehe"

Napabalikwas ako ng yakapin ako Ni Gale sa bewang.

"Yes,im his loving BOYFRIEND...do you have a problem about that?"Gale

"Nothing,im just asking Ellaine if she already have a boyfriend...and because of that,we'd better go...see you next time,Ellaine!bye!..say good bye to your ate Ellaine,Ellien..."Eros

"Bye bye ate Ella!see you next time!"and she wave her good bye at me..

Naglakad na silang dalawa pa alis...napatingin naman ako sa brasong nakapulupot sa bewang ko...para paraan para maka chansing eh noh?
Tinampal ko naman ang kamay nya at inalis nya agad.."What was for?!"

"Maka chansing ka eh!chaka naka pagsinungaling tuloy agad ako!punyemas ka!anong boyfriend -boyfriend nanaman yun!?ikaw mahahambalos kita!"nagiinit ang aking ulo dahil sakanya!!!

"Im just protecting you from him!As far as i remember,nagpaiyak sya ng 50 babae!pinaglalaruan lang nya ang mga babae!"Gale hissed in frustration

Playboy nga pala si Eros,pero wala akong proof o wala akong alam tungkol sakanya...

''Just..believe me,okay?im just protecting you from him...i dont want you to cry if that ever happen's.."gale brush his hand in my hair

tumango nalang ako,biglang oo.."you know,we can pretend when Eros is around and when he is not,back from being friend's..i know him to well,pumapatol sya kahit nasa relationship na ang gusto nyang babae..but,if you're not fragile and easy to get,hindi ka nya maaagaw....just avoid he's flirtation attitude..''

"...pe-pero,panu kung...panu kung hindi naman talaga nya ako gusto?"

"Trust me,asha..hindi mo sya matatansya..''gale

Tumango nalang ako..

"Tara na Gale,libot libot nalang tayo..wala sating mangyayari kung nganga nalang tayo.."pagyaya ko

"I agree,this is suppose to be our bonding day,as you said,awhile ago..kaya,let's roam around,jurt forget Eros,and such's that bother's your mind.''Gale

"You're right!tara!"

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''~OH!WE ARE YOUNG!WILD AND FREE!OHHHH~WOAHHH!WE ARE YOUNG!WILD AND FREE!"kanta namin ni Gale habang sumasabay sa kanta sa stereo,roadtrip naman ang trip namen ngayon ni Gale...ang saya,nakakalimutan ko ang mga problema ko..

"ONE LAST TIME!I NEED TO BE THE ONE WHO TAKE'S YOU HOME!ONE LAST TIMEEEEE!!!"solo flight ko

Tinawanan naman ako ni Gale..ang panget daw ng boses ko.."your voice is miserable to hear.."

"Ang sama neto!heh!ganda ganda ng pagkanta ko,babasagin mo lang!?panira ka talga!"

Tumawa nanaman sya..ang saya nya ngayon...nakakatuwa makita na ang saya nya,kaya pati ako sumasaya rin.

"Hey,lunch tayo..it's pass 12 na rin.we need to be full"

"Sige,gutom naren ako eh..fastfood nalang tayo!"alok ko

"Nope..i know a place that we can eat na mura lang!"

Parang alam ko na ang sinasabi nya...

Pumarada sya sa tabi at bumaba na kame at...

"KARINDERYA?!I DONT EAT THERE!I DONT EVEN KNOW KUNG MALINIS JAN EH!"bulyaw ko

"Malinis jan!ikaw!anak mayaman ka talaga!trust me,malinis jan and safe,hindi naman kita aalukin dito kung hindi safe.."Gale

No choice,pumasok na kami,at umorder na sya...umupo nalang ako..may sign sa mukha ko na parang medyo nandidiri..dont get me wrong!..aish!oo na!nandidiri nga ako!di pa naman ako nakakarating dito before eh!chaka,mom and dad wont let me!They are so over protective upon me.

"Hey..wag ka mandiri,iisipin nila ang arte mo.."

I Rolled my eyes
"Just say what they want to say!i dont care!"okay,nagmamaldita nanaman ata ako

"Asha,calm down...there's no harm,at eating in such a place like this..."gale

No choice nanaman..gutom na ako at ayoko makipag away sakanya..
"Sige na nga,i'll try to eat those...ahm,whatever these are.."

Iniabot na nya sakin yung pagkain at huminga ako ng malalim sabay subo...

''Ano?masama ba?"tanong nya

Umiling ako at ngumiti.."hindi!ang sarap pala!i was wrong..sorry"

"No,it's okay...hindi ko rin naman alam na di ka pa nakakakain dito.''

Subo lang ako ng subo..hanggan magsalita sya"i want to know you better,Asha..do you mind if you tell me some of your background's?"gale

"Hmm..no..i dont mind it..well..ako,firstly,im Natasha Ellaine Suason Mariano,mayaman kami,more than you thought,we own many respected establishment's in this country and even in europe..my dad is,Nichollo Eisen Mariano and my mom is Natalian Elline Mariano,pansin mo,ang initial's naman is NEM..and my brother also...my twin brother to be exact,he is Nicolson Edrian Mariano..but,he is in America by now..secondly,ako,pagdating sa dad ko,parang lagi akong mali,laging walang pakinabang..parang exceptional ako sa lahat ng palpak na bagay.."sabay pout ko..

"..tsaka ayaw kung alam ng iba na mayaman kami,gusto ko simple lang..ayokong bumaba ang trato nila sakin.,pero,huli na,alam nila na mayaman kame.may ibang nagpaparinig saken,while yung iba,takot saken"sabay subo ko

"Kaya pala,walang umaaway sayo,gusto mo..walang makakatapak sa pride mo?''
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''Oo,hindi ako magpapatalo,
talo na nga ako sa dad ko,pati ba naman sa kanila na di ko naman kaano ano?"

'',your a sadist ?that's why.''

"Grabe ka!sadist?kung paghahampasin kita ng upuan with matching lamesa?punyeta oh!"

"What?im stating the fact that you are a bad one.."
Ouch bhe!
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"hindi naman kasamaan ang ugali ah?..im just being natural..ayokong peke,kaya nga,eto ako eh..ang totoong ako ay maldita,masungit,mataray,suplada...pero,may times na..nawawala ang sinasabi mong pagka SADIST ko..''

tahimik nalang syang nakikinig saken habang kumakain

"Thirdly,mahal ko si Miguel,well,given na pala yun...hindi ko hate si Lian,actually,dati..let's say na,para kaming mag bestfriend,ako,si Lian,si Kate at si Harry..pero,eventually,our friendship didnt last...nahumaling kase si Lian kay Miguel dati and so am i..nung nalaman nya,nagalit sya saken,mas lalo na ako..pero,mas lalo akong nagalit noong naging sila na..we were just only 1st year in high school that time..so ayun!nagkaayos lang kami noong 3rd year,pero si Kate..in the first place alam nyang mali ako...kaya..ayun..wala ng conflict's samin...pero,alam ko na sa una,hindi ako magugustuhan ni Miguel...kaya,hanggang pangarap nalang ako..eh hindi ko naman alam na nalaman na pala ni Miguel.."

"So ang ibig mong sabihin...nagpapakatanga ka?..minamahal mo ang isang taong alam mong hindi ka naman magugustuhan...how pathetic..."Gale hissed

"Anong pathetic?yun ang tunay na love!"

"Pano mo naman nalaman?"

"kase,ang pagmamahal,kapag masakit...totoo"sabay subo ko...

Natamaan ako sa pathetic...totoo nga siguro...tanga ako..
Umaasa ako eh,umaasa sa wala...
punyetang pag-ibig toh!