I found my self unable to sit still.
"It's positive, it's really positive" I say with a smile.
I was actually having a baby. Not just my baby but mine and Kyoga's. I was over the moon. I was going to tell Kyoga that night but he never came home. It's been weeks and I haven't seen him at all. Here I am two months pregnant and I'm starting to show and Miyabi won't shut up about it. I hid in my room holding back my tears. Then there was a knock at the door.
"Who is it?" I asked.
"Miyabi" he said. "Can I come in?"
"Only if you don't make fun of me."
"Ok fine. Come in."
He comes in my room and suddenly I'm hugged from behind.
"Miyabi?"
"What?"
"What are you doing?"
"You looked like you needed a hug."
"You really want to know what I really need? SEX! that's what I really need right now."
I don't know what happened to me but I wanted just to blame the hormones of my growing fetus. All of a sudden he kisses me with passion and I melt in his arms.
"We.....can't.....Miy....abi!!!!!"
He entered my body with force and I scream with pleasure.
"Please.....don't.....hurt....the baby."
"Do not worry that baby is mine anyway."
"Wait what"
We pause while trying to ketch my breath.
"What do you mean the baby is yours?"
"I mean this isn't the first time we've done this sweetheart. Don't you remember?"
My mind was still a little foggy.
"You don't remember do you? Kyoga died protecting you."
"What!!"
All of a sudden it all came back the reason he never came home. The reason I never see him anymore. It all makes sense he's gone and I'm married to Miyabi. I burst out crying and he just holds me. Not knowing if it's the hormones or I'm just grieving. I finally remember he died in my place I was almost hit by a car while crossing the street while shopping with him. That was three years ago. That night I cried myself to sleep in Miyabi arms.
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7 Months Later
I'm in labor and on the floor of our room and the pain is killing me. We decided to have the baby here at the shrine because the baby is an Akashi and if he or she is born in its Akashi form what would we tell the doctors.
"MIYABI WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!!"
I'm streaming at the top of my lungs while I'm pushing the baby out of my body. I finally here the cry of my child and I hold it close to my naked body.
"She is perfect"
"Thank you so much sweetheart I love you Yuki"
"I love you too."
