Sebaciel One-Shots

Number 1

An- Contains suicidal thoughts, cutting, and gore. If you are not comfortable with that DO NOT READ!!!

-Ciel's P.O.V- 'I-I can't take it anymore, the nightmares, they're getting to me!' I grabbed the razor from the sink counter and held it above my wrist. I started to have my doubts. 'I am Ciel Phantomhive, I do not hesitate!' I pushed the razor into my wrist. I let out a hiss of pain, but it started to feel good. I pushed the razor along my arm. The more I cut myself, the easier it was, and the better it felt. I continued to cut myself till I was a gory mess. Suddenly Sebastian busted through the door.

-Sebastian's P.O.V- I was washing the dishes, when I suddenly felt a throb on my contract sign. I immediately knew my Young Master was in pain. I dropped the dish and dashed down the halls, my feet barely touching the carpet. As I continued to run, the throbbing worsened. I ran faster. The closer I got I smelt something, metallic. I busted down the door, I suddenly remembered the smell. It was blood, my Young Master's blood. I pushed down the bathroom door. The first thing I saw was blood, lots of it. My Young Master sat on the sink counter, a razor blade in his hand. I rushed over to him, I snatched the blade from his small hand. I crushed the blade into a fine powder, before letting the powder slip from my hands. I scooped my Young Master from the counter, and took him to his bedroom. I held his face in my hands, and gave him a kind look. "Young Master, what were you thinking?" I asked. "I-I-I..." Ciel said. He was in a daze, there was no use of trying to get information out of him. I sighed and held him to my chest. I grabbed the first aid and stripped him of his clothing. I began to clean and wrap the wounds. Ciel began to calm down. Once I was finished, I stood up. "Young Master why would you cut yourself?" I questioned. Ciel looked up at me, his eyes wide. "I can't stand it Sebastian." He whispered. I was confused, what can't he stand?" "What is 'it'?" I asked. "The Nightmares Sebastian, I can't stand them!" Ciel whisper-yelled. He looked like a scared, helpless child. I scooped him up and gently gave him a kiss on the forehead. "Young Master there's no need to worry, I'll always protect you." I whispered. This seemed to calm him down. I rocked him and kissed him until he fell asleep. I put him onto the bed and turned around, getting ready to leave. "N-No Sebastian stay." Ciel begged in his sleep. I turned around and got into his bed. "Yes my Ciel." I whispered. I gathered him into my arms. I cuddled with him the rest of the night.