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Bahja :.:

I walked in my home , quietly. Hoping manny was asleep. I walked into my kitchen and dropped my purse on my marble table & hurried to my fridge because im starving.

I bent down searching for the apples i brought yesterday , YES! Thank god for apples. Lord knows i been missing waffle house but because of this strict diet my trainer put me on , i cant eat none of that stuff no more. This apple was gonna do me justice, i hope!

I closed my fridge , ready to devour this apple. 

" where you been ? " Manny asked. i almost pee'd myself .. I sighed , here we go. " I told you , this morning , that i was -- " 

SLAP*

I held my now sore cheek.. " I DIDNT ASK YOU THAT ! DID I ?! " He yelled. " No .. " i said looking him dead in his face..hurt.

" AGAIN! Where you been ? " he asked . " voice lessons " ...

He looked at the time on the microwave , that now read 10:45pm.He raised his hand again to slap me but i made a run for it. I ran to my bathroom , locking myself inside & cried... 

BOOM , BOOM , BOOM! i jumped from Manny's hard kicks at the door.. " BAHJA , OPEN THE DAMN DOOR!! " I stopped crying & just sat there.

His kicks stopped ..." baby.. baby ? " he said. " Im sorry, i just missed you ... I havent talked to you all day.. we havent been affectionate lately .. I just want you with me .. " I listened to all his dumb excuses .. Never saying anything back. Im so tired of everything. Of him , mostly...

;.;; 

I woke up in my bed , confused to how i got here. I looked to my side at manny ... Remembering everything that happened last night... I rolled my eyes and turned over. 

" Good Morning , baby .. " he said , wrapping his arms around me. 

" DONT.TOUCH.ME " I yelled , getting out of bed quickly. " What THE HELL ,do you think i am ? CRAZY ? DUMB ? STUPID ? " he just sat there. " DO YOU THINK I LIKE WAKING UP IN THE MORNING , LOOKING AT MY FACE , THINKING ABOUT HOW IM GONNA COVER THIS BRUISE OR THAT BRUISE ?! ... HUH ?! " he still sat there looking dumb , which was pissing me off even more . " HUH ?! THIS SHIT , RIGHT HERE MANNY !! THIS HURTS! " I yelled pointing at the purple bruise on my cheek. " I HAVE INTERVIEWS , ALMOST EVERY.DAMN.DAY. ON TOP OF THAT , I HAVE A BRUISE FROM YOU , EVERY.DAMN.DAY ! YOU THINK MY GIRLS DONT SEE THEM MOST OF THE TIME ?" .. " THEY MAY NOT SAY A DAMN THING BUT I KNOW THEIR THINKING , is he beating her ? why wont she leave ? " I yelled even louder , now crying... 

" Manny , i think you should go ... Just get the hell out. " i pointed to the door... He got out of the bed & stood directly in front of me.. " no " he said.  I looked dead in his face with wide eyes. 

" WHAT ?  NO ? DA FUq ? YOU THINK THIS IS A GAME ? GET OUT! NOW! " I yelled in his face! he just kissed me , i pulled away and pushed him back ... " no , manny , no " i said waving my hand. " just go " i said.

" you serious ? " he asked. " IS IT BECAUSE YOU LOVE SOMEONE ELSE ? " he screamed .

" NO , I LOVED YOU , SO MUCH ! BUT IM FED UP , MANNY " I Screamed. 

He got some of his things & stormed out... 

That was the Last time ive seen, or heard from Manny..in 3 years.. I was glad ... stress free.

Did you all enjoy ? This chapter was a flash back. You'll see her life " now " in the next chapter. VOTE! leave comments :)