Poemerang

I'm not mad, I'm just sad.

I love you, and always will.
Things may change, but mine is real. Real and will not change, because I'm a prison in your cage.

You left me not because you do not love me.
You left me because you wanted to be free.
Free for just one night.
A night which everyone wants to light.

I left you not because I do not love you.
I left you because you wanted to.
I left you first, and I'm mad,
Because you wanted to leave, so I'm sad.

The coldness of dawn embrace my body.
My buddies helps heat me up.
So then you came back,
With regrets in your face masked.

You said you wished you did not left,
Because out there was a mess.
See? I told you that lately,
But you never hear me.

Now you asked sorry,
But I'm hard, baby.
My loneliness of hours you left was high,
So as my pride.

You get mad,
You count my mistakes and mine was more than yours,
You made me feel guilt.
Now the scene switched.

You bombarded me with my mistakes,
You raised back my wrongs.
And I'm silent,
I said okay, it was enough.

Madness left me,
Then realization came.
I am that bad than you.
You're that good than me.

Getting mad at you just in an one stupid reason,
Was worthless.
You getting mad at me for how many wrongs I did,
Was reasonable.

You never complain.
You did understand.
I complain, and
I did not understand.

I surrender, I gave up.
You won, I lose,
But you're too good, so you apologized.
How blessed I am having you right?
Instead I should be sorry,
you did.

I forgave you,
Not because you're wrong
But because I'm wrong.
I love you.

All this time I was the one who's wrong,
And you're right.
I should not complain like you.
I should understand like you.

You asked one more sorry.
Babe, your words lately hurts me.
I'm not mad.
I'm just sad.
There's a difference.