It's Not Over

*Tonya*

It's been 3 weeks since we broke up and I honestly didn't think I would take it this hard. I mean after all I did break up with him. After 1 year and 3 months of putting my all into that relationship I just couldn't do it any longer. I just couldn't take the pain he caused me. I remember asking myself "Aren't I supposed to be happy?" several times. Sure in the beginning I was happy but after the first few months things began to change. He wasn't the sweet guy that I fell for anymore. He was now a controlling man that wanted every thing his way or no way. He changed me from a strong and independent woman to a weak and dependable one. I never wanted to end up like this. I am 19 years old with no money, no man, and no life. After breaking up with him I was forced to move in with my best friend Dashawn. Dashawn and I have been best friends since like forever. Throughout all of the hard times in my life Dashawn was there and he always has been. He told me that Kyle was no good and part of me knew he was right, but part of me just didn't want to listen. I know it hurt Dashawn to see me hurting so much over a guy that did me so wrong. I remember showing up to his door in nothing but basketball shorts and a tank top with flip flops in the middle of the night. After taking one look at my tears he didn't even have to ask. he simply ushered me in the house and just held me on the couch rubbing soothing littler circles on my back "You can stay here as long as you need to." I remember him saying. I have been trying to get that memory out of my head since I've been here but its damn near impossible. Kyle has been trying to get in touch with me but I decided that I am not going down that road again. I gave him to many chances as is and I don't have any more chances left to give. Now I need to figure out what I want to do with my life and what I am going to do because I don't want to depend on Dashawn forever.

*Kyle*

It's been 3 weeks since that night and I haven't heard anything from her. I try calling her and texting her but I get no answer. I mean she's been done with me before but she always came back. No matter how hard things got she always came back and she promised that we would be together forever no matter what. I know I may be stubborn sometimes but if she would just listen we wouldn't have as many problems as we do. She acts like I don't care about her, like I don't lover her. I love that girl with all my heart and she is MINE. I don't care how others felt about our relationship because at the end of the day it worked for us. I miss her so much and I just wish I could hold her one more time. I honestly don't even know where she is. She didn't even take most of her things she literally just walked out in nothing but shorts, a tank, and flip flops after talking about she's hurt and blah blah blah. I mean she's only hurt because she chooses not to listen to me and just do what I say instead of arguing with me about it. If she's hurting like she says she is then it's her own fault because I have been nothing but loving and providing to her. I mean how can she give up on us that easily after everything that we've been through. I mean I was her first EVERYTHING. You cant just throw 15 months out of the window. I remember when we first met and she was so outgoing and confident. She knew what she wanted in life and what she wanted to pursue. I remember when it was time for her to graduate and she was so ready to go to college but she wanted to go to college in Miami, FL. I couldn't let her go all the way down there for school and lose her. I mean what would've happened to me in Atlanta, GA? So she didn't go to school at all instead after she graduated she just moved in with me. After all I make more than enough for us to live off of from the company. I mean I make plenty of money for us on the streets. Sure it's not legal but you got to do what you got to do to get that paper, right?

*Dashawn*

I swear I want to kill Kyle for hurting my best friend yet again. I watch that girl go through so much and she strived through everything. I have wanted nothing but for her to be happy but it's like life just put her through hell every chance it gets. She used to be so strong, confident, and independent; but now she's just so fragile and weak. I mean you can see the bags under her eyes and the puffiness of her face from these last 3 weeks. I mean it literally breaks my heart when I come from class and find her in the same spot I left her. It's like she just doesn't even live anymore. All she does is lay in that bed with a box of tissues and a book. I mean the girl is so intelligent but she's not even putting it to use. I honestly don't even know how to get through to her anymore because every time I even try to talk to her she just sits there like she isn't actually listening to anything I am saying. I noticed that the asshole Kyle has been trying to get in touch with her and I have to say I am truly proud of her because she looks like she might actually stick to her word this time and not go back to him. I can't even count all the chances that Tonya has given that douche. No matter how many times he lied, or cheated, or controlled her, she always went back to him say " I can fix it Dashawn. I don't want to lose him, I can't lose him. I love him.". Well love had her ass blinded from common sense but I wasn't going to be that friend. I was going to be that friend that supported her and was always here for the heart break later to come. I always told myself that she would realize sooner or later, because the only way that she'll ever get out of this is if she does it for herself. I remember when she showed up at my door in the middle of the night crying with nothing but shorts, a tank, and flip flops on. I didn't even have to ask because I already knew it was Kyle. I just did what I did best and rocked her until she fell asleep. I was only giving her a few more days until I take matters into my own hands and get her out of that bed. But until then I'm going to do this homework before my professor tries to fail me.