Love Is Hatred

Chapter 1

Anita POV

I savoured the last few drops of blood that remained in the blood bag before chucking it in the bin. I wiped my mouth clean with the back of my hand before going up to my room and heading straight to the bathroom to clean myself. Whilst in their I brushed my teeth and moisturized my dry skin after taking a warm shower.

Once I took my rather long shower, I got dressed for school trying to pick out a decent outfit other than sweatpants. I rummaged through my cupboard and after a lot of throwing around, I finally set on some black jeans, plain grey top and black leather jacket. I slipped on some long black boots to finish the look.

For my hair I brushed it out and left it to dry in my loose brown waves since I couldn't be bothered to do any thing else.

Today was the first day of the last year of college. After this I would be graduating, again. This was my 7th time being in college. I've gone to college after every 10 years. I keep learning the same things but what can I do. Life gets boring when you live for eternity so sometimes school can be the only entertainment.

Also I'm a vampire. If you didn't figure that out. I turned in 1874. Since that year I've been a vampire or as the humans like to say 'blood suckers'

Being a Vampire has its perks, like good senses, fast running, not dying so easily, but I've got more things on my hate list of being one. Even though it has all these fun abilities, the intense desire to return to my old life is stronger. Unfortunately, the only way that's possible is in my dreams.

The problem with being a vampire is that we crave for blood, human blood and I wish I could go back to carrots being my favourite food to eat. Now they disgust the taste buds I have left, that only thirst for blood.

Walking into school. I headed straight to my locker where I saw my 3 best friends. Laiba,Yasmeen and Aafrin.

They were all vampires too. It was hard to hang out with anyone other then vampires because we would crave for their blood all the time, so we thought it would be best to have our own group at school trying out best to avoid the rest of the school.

They all have already found their mates and I'm just mate-less, I guess. I actually don't believe in this mate stuff. It's stupid. Like I can fall in love with whoever I want. Human, wolve, butterfly. Anything but if your a vampire you have to be with a vampire.

Stupid right!

"Hey guys!" I say opening my locker and getting my resources for next lesson out.

"Hey." They say in unison.

"So any luck finding your mate over the holidays." Laiba grinned at me raising one eyebrow.

"Nope." I say popping the p. "You know I don't believe in this mate stuff."

"Well you should because he's going to come soon, and you should be ready. Your going to be linked as one. Everything he feels your going to feel. Even if you deny it." Aafrin says.

"Well he's not here now" I argue back. "And I've waited so long, there's no point in believing right now and stop giving me lectures."

"You will find him." Yasmeen says, winking.

"Yeah, yeah let's go to class." We walked into class sitting in our usual seats, waiting for Mrs Johnson, our music teacher who is also my favourite teacher due to her kindness and perkiness.

Music is my favourite subject because it lets me express my anger rather then eating a human. I hate killing humans. Last time I killed one was a couple of years ago. The guilt still remains within me.

A few moments later Mrs Johnson walked in but she wasn't alone. A boy following her into the room. She silences the class room with only a cough. All eyes were on her and the mysterious boy next to her.

He had messy light brown hair, Blue eyes the colour of the Sky. He was an average height. Not to tall.

His eyes met mine and it felt like my whole world lit up. My heart beat began to increase. I could hear the slow rhythmic beats. Ok that's weird.

"Hello everybody, hope you had a good break. We have a new student joining us today, his name is Louis Tomlinson" Mrs Johnson gestures to him and he smiles.

"Hello" he gave a slight wave to the whole class. His voice made my heart skip a beat. His Doncaster accent was like music to my ears.

"You can take a seat beside Anita. Raise your hand Anita" I scanned the class room hoping there was another available seat but to my disappointment there wasn't.

I raised my hand just enough so he could see and he walked over taking his seat. He gave me a smile but I just ignored it not giving off any expressions. He must think I'm a mean person now.

Throughout the whole lesson my heart had a feeling that I couldn't explain. I couldn't help but feel anxious. We gave each other small glances but we weren't talking. Well I couldn't talk, I wanted to start a conversation or at least say hi, but the words weren't coming out of my mouth.

After what felt like forever the bell rang.I grabbed my stuff and ran out of the classroom. Pretty sure I dropped some stuff on the way. I didn't care though.

What is this feeling? I felt stronger then before but drowsy. Is it...no it can't be. I don't believe it. I don't want to believe it.

I suddenly felt a slight pain in my arm. I lifted my sleeve to reveal the words I feared cursively written on my wrist.

Louis Tomlinson

I kept re-reading hoping it would fade away, praying I was just hallucinating but I wasn't. I found my mate. The brown haired, Doncaster new boy is my mate.

Louis Tomlinson is my mate......
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What will happen between Louis and Anita now that they've found out their mates?
Will they like each other?
How will Louis react?
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