Once upon a time it was 2011. And I had this guy in my life that was named, Jesse. I thought to myself, "oh, he's amazing!" He has deep, intruding, eyes that makes you want to come closer to him. He's tall and very handsome. He has short black hair, that gets curly when wet. He has amazing lips, that are no one else's. He's the strongest guy I've ever met. He has some awesome muscles. (He can squish an apple by his hands!!) He loves God and he's a preacher. He stole my heart in weeks. ;-)
And eventually we began to like each other. We got to know each other so much. I trusted him with every living ounce inside of me. And he never broke his trust with me. I've always trusted him, from the beginning. And he trusts me as well. After about a year maybe, he had to leave for college. (IN CALIFORNIA! And we live in Indiana!) And I was devastated! I thought I could never go on in my life. He left, and I wasn't allowed to talk to him anymore. (Because of my parents.) But I did anyways. I needed him. Every day he was gone, I cried myself to sleep. I couldn't live without him. I began to get depressed. And I didn't feel like doing anything anymore. I lost my relationship with my best friend that I knew since I was only 1 years old. I became closer to my mom, but I didn't feel like doing anything anymore. I began to hate school. Knowing that I'd never see him there anymore. My best friend, maddy, had a guy she liked at school. And talked to him most of the time. I became so depressed that I didn't like him anymore. When I became sad or upset when he was with me, he would cheer me up even when I didn't feel like smiling. He was always there for me. No matter what happened! He would do anything for me. And I threw it all away. He left for college. And everything I knew, loved and dwelled in my heart... Went with him. I cried every day he was gone. Then I came to myself and asked myself, "why am I even crying?" So I began to stop crying and gave up on everything in my life. My family, my friends, and even Jesse. The one person that I could always count on. Even though he was in college, I gave up on him. I always had the thought that maybe he'd find another girl. Or that maybe another girl might find him. Like I said, he was amazing. Any girl would be happy to have him. But after about 5 and half months, maybe 6, he came back cause he couldn't pay for the rest of his semester. He came back HOME! I was ecstatic! I could NOT wait. Me and many people from our church came to surprise him at the airport when he came back. He didn't know we all would be there. The look on his face was priceless. I wish I had a picture. He look in pure shock and amazement. Everybody that was there loves him beyond degree. And I was one of those people. (And I still love him, more than words could ever explain!)
So as I fast-forward to where I am right now... Jesse is still that oh, so good-looking guy. He still has those intruding eyes. He still strong, but even stronger than before! And he's still mine. And he'll forever be mine. No, I'm not married to him yet.... I'm only 16. But I will be. He is absolutely amazing. And any girl would love to have him as there own. But no, he's mine. And no one can have him. No, I'm not being self-fish. Trust me, he only wants me too, not anybody else. ;)
I love him so much. And he loves me too. We have an amazing fairy-tale life.
Fairy tales always end perfectly.
No, I'm not saying were perfect or anything about us is perfect cause were not. But our lives became together from God. And God is perfect! God put us together for a reason and our relationship is planted on the foundation of God. And ONLY the one and true God. He gave us each other and I believe we're gonna get married someday.
We've been going strong for 5 years now. And every time I get to see him it's a new experience. He makes my life brighter. He makes it more worthwhile. I love him so much! <3 he is a true blessing. And he is my fairy tale prince. My knight and shinning armor. My other half. My love. But especially.... He's my life. Yes, we're gonna have troubles, were gonna have problems along the way, but God helps us through those trials. He's the one who give us those trials! Cause in the end, God's the one who gets the glory out of it. So were not perfect and we never will be. But Gods at the top of the triangle. And me and Jesse are at the corners. So as we both get closer to God, we both become closer to each other. And that right there is close enough to a fairy tale for me!
I know your reading this Jesse.
I love you beyond the galaxies of galaxies. And the heavens of the heavens! You are my one, true, God given gift.
Again, I love you!
The End!
WAIT! It's not the end. Our chapters in life are not finished yet. When someone says, "the end" their saying that it's the end. It's not the end for us Jesse, we got an entire LIFE ahead of us. Lets live it as Chris would want us to live. To live like Him! ;) So remember, it's NOT the end. We're not even close to the end, and that's fine with me! So I'm not gonna say "the end" when our chapters in life are not over. Instead I'm going to say.
"The Beginning"
Hahaha does that work? ;) hehe
