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The very start... Clueless

So your readings this book and you might be thinking this is going to be very awkward well of course it is I loved this incredibly painful story. I'll just start with who I am... My name is Claire willows I am a tiny 13 yr old I'd say my level of intelligence average for year 7 and I love music and dogs and I have always struggled with friends, family and of most likely have made some of the worst mistakes ever. This story is my life so good luck because you gonna try not to yell, laugh and cringe.
I'll start from the start no lies no nothing my best friends I have about 5. One of my best friends their were from kindergarten let's call her "friend 1" I met two other friends in grade 5
Call them "friends 2 & 3" and the friends I made last year lets call "friends 4 & 5". I was a good kid from kindergarten to the end of grade two but since then I have become a small, scarcastic, funny, caring for certain people, rebel person thing. In grade 3 I made some bad friends that I thought were funny and good people at the time because I was small literally, but little did I know when I left my best friend since kinder till year 5 I had a routine and it was blah days I will hang out with you and I'll hang out with you for blah blah blah days. Towards the start of grade six I realized my bad friends started making fun of me so... I slapped her and ran out crying but while I was Running I immediately knew that I had regret it. The next day when I was in class I saw her with a huge red mark on her face then I looked her in the eye and she was glaring, she walked up to me and said what the hell are you smiling about and after thinking about what to reply with I said " just the fact that fell for about 4 bitches that made me think they were my friends oh and good luck with that attitude adjustment because that going to be really really hard for YOU isn't it" the whole class went quiet and again my mouth got away from me. She then said " about 4, there is four smartass" and I continue to talk because I felt like I was on fire and like I could do anything " aww that's cute, did your daddy teach you how to count I mean if you need practice just count how many times you have hurt somebody I mean then you could count to 1,000,000,000 give  or take" she walked of into the bathrooms and everyone came up to me and just said nice. I realized I had won but then I thought friend 1 is still alone I went up to her I asked if we could talk, she said yes. I told her I was sorry and that I had made a big mistake and that I did t want to keep going because 1 she got the idea and 2 it would of sounded so cliche. We soon talked and hung out again I felt like the luckiest person in the world until BAM reality hit me in the face we moved and went to different high schools I thought it's sucked so bad I had made another set of bad friends they had been my friend for one term then she found someone different and ignored me started telling lies about me there was a point in my life where I just wanted to feel invisible again but then that all changed I met a guy I liked and we are... Well I don't know if we're considered friends but pretty much we laugh about the best things, and I can't stop crying because I was laughing so hard. He acts like he is scared of me and then again we laugh so hard after he is done with his little charade. I felt like I had to tell him but I made the mistake of waiting and then this bitch pretends to be my friend but she obviously isn't they started talking and I guess I have sort of grown apart form him a little if that makes sense. The bitch had started saying things like he's mine and don't touch him out of nowhere I though my life couldn't get any worse but it did because my uncle had died from cancer. But then I made two amazing friends and I met there friend ship group and I loved everyone there, we have 4 girls and 5 boys everyone is so cool 2 girls there are my best friends they are so cool and they are very similar two me so it's all good. They have also been through some hardships and they got through it. I have sister and she can be really annoying but she is one of my best friends two.