True story

ONLY CHAPTER MY SCHOOL LIFE Hope you give me feedback

It all started on the first day of school I didn't know anyone until me and him were assigned to sit next to eachother this was first year and his second year at this school he was shy and so was I he was only close to his friends that he knows we would only talk a little but then we got assigned to sit next to eachother again and that's were it all started we talked every day we had inside jokes that know one knew and I liked it a lot I started to like him but I didn't pay attention to it that much but very second of every day I would think about him and my feelings increased and increased in the next class he was not so far away when something was funny we would almost catch are eye together and start laughing and I would smile because I knew that I cause it to appear on his face he was not an ordinary guy he was tall mean cute smart but also very protective one time I told him I liked someone and he got mad and said he would beat him up and that he started to compare his qualities to the guy but I was only joking deep down I liked him but people started to notice my likening for him and I Denied it until the whole class found out but I still denied it and only told my best friends we then changed seats and were far apart from eachother we no longer sat next to eachother and that's when my world fell apart from this day we don't talk anymore not even a hi or goodbye we don't say anything to eachother he would try to talk but I could not only be mad at myself because I wanted to know if he liked me the whole class said he did but I just dont know and now I'm writing to you still wondering the same thing we still see eachother other in class and I think he knows I like him but he just ignored it and still tries to make small talk my feeling are still increasing but I just don't know I think about him every day an I can't help it but the worst part is I'm not aloud to date because that's my religion but for him I would keep him a secret just him and me but I know I'm fantasizing about him and he would never know from me personally how I really feel about him and I will never know if he likes me back 😌😪😥😢
Hope you enjoy typos sorry
this is present jan 4,2016?