Tamed - Part I

Chapter 8

 I put my hands over my head and started walking back to the waiting room with tears still streaming down my face

 I heard the intercoms “We need a doctor in room 153 immediately!”

 This is all my fault. I didn’t realize that he was right behind me, I would’ve taken that bullet for him if I knew he was right there. 

 It’s been almost 3 hours of me just with my head down, and a trash can full of tissues. When was the nurse gunna come and give me some sort of news?

 “Excuse me sir?”

 I looked up and it was the nurse I handed Sauli too

 “Is he okay? How much blood did he lose? Is he awake?”

 “Your friend lost a lot of blood, so he’s gunna be out for a few more hours. We just finished the surgery and he’s doing okay right now”

 “Is he gunna..die’

 “Oh no, it was a shot to his shoulder, but if it hit lower, he would have a low chance of surviving, but his shoulder and his arm will be sore for the next couple of weeks”

 I sat back down with a sigh of relief, but I was still really worried

 “I have one question though. Where were you guys when this happened?”

 “We were just on the bad side of town, and some one was trying to rob us, and when we were running away, the robber shot him” I know lying to a nurse wasn’t the best thing to do, but how was I suppose to tell her the truth?

 “Oh, well be careful next time, some parts of town aren't the best places to hang around at this time”

 “So when can I go into the room with him”

 “Well I don’t know about that? Are you related?”

 “Please nurse, he’s my boyfriend, please just let me go in. If I we weren’t together, why would I be crying like this? Please, I have to see him”

 “Okay, okay, he’s in room..-”

 “I know what room”

 I ran into the halls, It took me awhile to find room 153. When I found the room, I quietly went in and shut the door. I saw his face and just started crying again, I know the nurse said that he would be okay, but It’s my fault that this happened, I wish it was me

 I sat in the chair closest to his bed and grabbed his hand and kissed it “I’m so sorry Sauli, this is all my fault, I’m so sorry..”

 I cried myself to sleep, just wondering if he would still love me after this, cause I really don’t know what he’s gunna do when he wakes up, I don’t know if he’s gunna yell at me, of if he’ll leave me, or if he’ll just do the exact opposite and just forgive me, but this was still all my fault

 When I woke up, the sun wasn’t even up yet, and Sauli wasn’t either, but the nurses were already in here cause there was a tray of food next to me when I woke up. I really just wanna go through my thoughts right now

 I sat on the window sill and just stared at the sun coming up. 

 Ever since this stupid thing took over my body, My life has changed a lot. Yeah, being able to intimidate Mike was a good thing, but not knowing that I could change at any moment in time sucks, but Sauli takes all the bad things away, he knows what I love and hate, he loves me for me, even though I could probably rip his head off at any time, he trust me with that, and thats why I love him, he is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I don’t want to lose him. I love him more than anything thats ever been in my life, and if I don’t have him, then my life is ruined.