phan oneshots

japan

i could kiss him right now. the boy with crystal clear pools for eyes that i have had a never ending love for, i could kiss him right now. oh, god, what am i thinking? i could never kiss him. jesus christ, i sound so pathetic.

phil, mimei, duncan and i were all sat for a hanami, for duncan and mimei said it's a traditional thing here and we can not leave without doing it. it was so beautiful, and quite romantic. my mind went somewhere different and got lost in the atmosphere of where we were placed. there were four ginormous trees towering around us. hundreds of cherry blossom buds were hovering over our heads, letting in the perfect amount of sun to balance out the amount of shade. the sky was crystal clear, just like phil's deep blue eyes.

"dan!" i hear from my right. i snap my head back into reality, turning my head to my best friend. "what do you guys want to do next? we could go club sega again if you want," duncan starts to say, until an eager phil interrupts him and partially falls on me and begs if we can go. i say yes without hesitation. phil, with his head in my lap, starts grinning like an idiot. i playfully shove his head, and he gets up.

he's wearing his red button up shirt with the white polka dots and his navy blue shorts. his pale complexion and color choices blend perfectly with the hanami. this man could be a fucking model.

"hey guys, duncan and i are gonna go check something on the other side of the park. would you like to come with?" oh, god, i have to act fast. we could go with them and see whatever they wanted to see, or i could stay here with phil and go with my plan.

"um, well... i was thinking, uh..."
"we'll stay here, but thanks for the offer," phil interrupts. duncan and mimei smirk at each other and walk off, hand in hand. once they are a great distance away from us, i decide to start talking. remember the plan, dan. hehe, that rhymed. back to the plan, dan!

"so, phil. um... how do i say this?" i start to say

"you're pregnant!" phil says, with the most heartfelt smile and the cutest little giggle. i start to laugh uncontrollably.

"how did you know? no, thats not what i was gonna say. i'm just," i pause and sigh, looking down at the ground and then back up at phil. "i– i'm just gonna say it. i love you." phil's once-pale cheeks were suddenly a bright pink. his mouth opens slightly. oh, god, i messed everything up. why did i say–

then phil lester kisses me. right on the mouth. the boy from lancashire that i have been in love with for all this time just kissed me. is this a dream? it all seems too... perfect. the kiss lasted for a good seven seconds.

"daniel james howell, i have been waiting for you to say those words for six and a half years. i feel the exact same way," phil says. i try to manage to get some words out of my mouth, but it all came out in stutters.

"no need to use your words," phil says, and kisses me once again. i cup my hands on his face, and he puts hand on my upper side.

"i love you, phil."

"i love you more."

phil looks past me and suddenly stops everything he's doing. i look behind him, wondering what stopped him. i see duncan and mimei walking back towards us. i put my hands in my lap, and look down so that they can't see my bright red face. phil is doing the exact same thing, making all of this a little too obvious. i love him to death, but he can not keep a secret for shit. duncan and mimei just glance at each other and smirk.

"sooooo... did we by chance miss something while we were gone?" duncan asks, under his breath, but still audible.

"what? no. never." phil says, with a giggle. i can't help myself but break out into hysterical laughter. mimei spins in a circle just under her.

"we saw the whole thing, you guys," mimei says. i look up at her quickly, feeling my face getting hotter by the second. duncan starts laughing is ass off, causing him to fall to the ground right next to me. mimei gracefully sits next to phil, nudging him with her elbow. his face scrunches up. he's too pure for this world.

there was a moment of silence in between the four of us, but of course there were birds chirping, other people commencing in serious conversation, laughing teenage girls, but they also felt so quiet. suddenly, a teenage girl shyly walked up to us, and started talking to duncan and mimei, must have been a viewer of theirs. they asked phil to get a picture of them and all of that kind of stuff. i stood up to just start a small conversation with phil, and we saw the girl point at us and ask mimei a question. duncan starts laughing and replies with something.

"guys! she thinks phil is cute!" duncan says. if phil's face was already beat red, it got a lot more red. i nudge phil playfully, and he grabbed my waist and pulled me close to him. the girl looked stunned, thanked duncan and mimei for the picture and ran off.

"sorry ladies," phil says, pulling me in for a kiss, "phil lester if officially taken."