I want to just lay
Here and let
The sun and sky melt
Into my eyes and give
Me the ability to
Float away and disappear
Into a wasteland of emptiness
Where I belong
For my sins have
Scarred other people
In a way so
Unimaginable that I
Cannot function to even look up
And see that death is soon
Before me but
I do not deserve
The pleasure of disappearing
And escaping a hole
I buried for myself so
I lay here and wait
For peace to come to
mind but where
There is peace
There is war
