"Trust the people until they give you reason not to do it anymore. So never turn back"
-The Longest Ride, Nicholas Sparks.
This is the hundredth time I read this book, and particularly this sentence.
I have always relied on the people who were around me, but I am always disappointed by all. This led me to most complete loneliness. I started to take care of myself since I was a teenager growing up and I started to be more and more independent. Now I have a house and a job that allows me to be independent and I'm fine. I live in Santa Monica, California, for 2 years. I was born in Amsterdam, but I never felt at home there.
When I came to live here I felt instantly at home, it was as if I had always lived there.
When I do not work I go to sea. There is a beach near my house that I really like. I spend my time reading or listening to music.
I like it because there are always children. I like children very much. One day, when I become mom, I want my son does not lack anything. I hope that my children do not see me as I see my parents.
Too bad I will never find my alleged "soul mate" and consequently have children. I avoid the men like the plague. I've always been stabbed, disappointed, teasing by men and I do not want to try again that pain.
I'm 25 and I already feel like I have 50. It got to the point of not finding meaning to my life, but I never had the courage to call it quits. I'm too cowardly to do it.
I've always been the weakest, the different. Being different I never went along with anybody. But you know what? I prefer to be alone, I'd rather be myself. I hate what is fashionable, what everyone does, or have them all. I always hated it because I'm me and I do not need to do what others do to be happy. Because this is my happiness.
My happiness is to read and listen to music to get into another world. I prefer my world that this world of people who think only of themselves.
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