It seems that we have grown apart, I know it happens but I guess it's just hard. I mean you have many things to fall back on many people, many talents, and I'm kinda alone. I understand if you want to stop talking to me. It's fine I get it. I'm pretty depressing and I just bring everyone down, and we don't talk much anymore anyway. It won't be that much of a loss right. I'm not sure if I pushed you away or if we both did. But either way it happened. Thank you for being there. You were there until I stopped asking for help, even though I still need it, I just don't want to bother anyone. I hope you had a great new year. Maybe next year will be different.
