Wait do you like me?

Yes. It exitsts

" No it's a thing " I said to my friend while we were walking home . "Gay?Who the fuck would love you?"It's guys with girls and girls with guys . That's how it's always been, that's how it will be ". She doesn't understand anything . You see ? This is my life. Hiding behind the fact that I will never be like everybody else. I'm Sara , im 13 years old , and I like girls.
I thought since I was little, I liked boys.
That was until I met Mariah. Since I was 12 at the time I didn't know what I was doing. Who would? I mean I don't know. Just it all happened so quick.
I thought she loved me. The way she kissed me made me feel amazing. But I guess she didn't feel the same. Ever since we stopped talking, she told everyone I was nothing but gay. I couldn't believe how much my life changed over my sexual orientation. I couldn't believe how many friends I had lost over time. Nobody liked me, nobody was alright with me. School was a pain, I would sit in class with my head on my hands counting the scars that were slowly fading into my wrist. I would write and write trying to figure out why I'm like this. Out of all the eight billion people in the world, why me? Why must I be like this?
This was me 6 months ago.
It gets better. Trust me