God damn it,
Why are you so forgetful?
God damn it,
Why can't you just remember?
I'm hurting,
Can't you see it.
Through my eyes.
God damn it,
Even strangers see it.
I'm drowning in my thoughts,
And you can't hear me scream.
Because I'm nothing to you,
You can't even remember my name.
Why am I cursed to remember ever stupid detail,
Even when I wasn't sober.
Why am I cursed with my pathetic emotions,
That hold me back so far.
How do you let go so easily?
How are you surviving this?
Because if I exist any longer,
I don't if I can truly live.
So, if I'm to die today,
Please,
Forget me not.
