Never Ending Pain. (Bars and Melody fan fiction)

The crash

Here I am, sitting here in my room. Waiting for the call. Staring at the wall, wondering what my life has become. Suddenly the phone rings. "Hello?" I say, very concerned. "Kaylee?" My grandpa mummers under his breath. "How are they?" I wine. My grandpa instantly breaks down in tears. I know exactly what happened.

    *A couple hours earlier* My mom, dad, grandpa, And grandma were in a deadly car crash. My grandpa was the only one conscious. They were rushed to the hospital. I was at home on my X-Box. *Now* I hang up. All I can do now is cry and blame myself. This was all my fault. If I would've stop being so selfish an went to the store with them maybe they would still be with us. The voices in my head are trying to kill me. 

Im now screaming, crying, trying to calm down. I cant, they are gone forever. My grandpa arrives home, I clean up. Trying to be strong, for him, I am going to be living with him now. *A couple days later* All my stuff is moved in. Its hard not getting "Good Morning" calls from my dad or 2 hour calls with my mom talking about school drama. Im also moving schools. Thats a plus, I hated my old school. Too many people asked questions. Now I can start fresh.

I arrive at my new school. Everyone looks so... I don't know how to explain it. Just different. My first class is Social Studies, great. I walk in and sit down next to a girl named Taylor. She doesn't say anything. I look down at her arms. I notice she is wearing long sleeves in summer. Why? Oh yeah, i know. 

 The teacher walks in. the bell rang for first period. She looks at me and smiles. "Attention everyone!" Everyone quites down. "This is Kaylee. She is new to our school. Make her feel welcomed and Ian, show her around." "Yes ma'm!" He gets up and takes my arm. We walk out of the classroom. "Im Ian!" "I know." I said. He looked confused. "she said your name." "Oh yeah" He giggled. "well lets get started."

 (in my head) He is kinda cute! Who am i kidding. He would never like me. Ugh, I need to keep my head off of boys. "hey um, why did you move?" Omg omg omg. I start to panic. "um because our house was really old." "Oh cool." we keep walking. "What area do you live in?" Ian asked. "um Stanburger" "Really?! me too!" Oh no. I try to stay calm. *20 minutes later* We are done with the school tour. The bell rings for gym. I get my stuff and run to gym class. I get dressed and go and sit on the bleachers so she can give me a row to sit in. I get put in row 1, the jocks, Great. *Later on in the day* I head to choir. I walk in and see Taylor and Ian. Thank god. I sit next to Ian. The choir teacher, Ms. Geames, voice tested me. I got put on part 1. Sopranos. Choir ends. I go to math class with Ian and Taylor. The math teachers is really boring. *30 minutes later* School ends, thank god. It was a pretty good day. Hopefully it will stay this way.