I was walking up the streets when I saw a familiar figure
So familiar that it made my heart beat fast
So fast that I can't barely breath
Then I walked past you
I knew it was you
The way my body reacted upon just seeing your silhoutte made me realize I wasn't over you
Not yet
Maybe I was too harsh on myself
That it made me believe that it was over
Still maybe first love is really hard to forget I guess ..
I was so scared at that moment that I didn't get the chance to smile at you
I know it's a bit harsh that I didn't smile back at you
But I was so ashamed that we ended not because of some silly fight but because of the things I thought was best for us..
But all along it brought me misery ...
I can see in your eyes that you're happy
Is it because of me ? or because of some other chic?
Your friends even teased you the moment I pass by
Are you over me?
Have you moved on?
Me? I still don't know
I'm still confused with my feelings
I'm still confused with the reality that maybe I'm not yet over you
Seeing you again makes me wonder ,
Have I ever been that selfish to take you for granted?
I know you've changed a lot when we we're together
We went a lot of trials but I know one thing for sure that you and i have changed
I was so silly to take you for granted,
Or maybe I just feel this way because I hadn't seen for about five,four, or three years I guess. I lost track of time
I was so pathetic back then, I know we hadn't had that proper closure or what they name it whatsoever
I just know that by seeing you again makes me realize I was too dumb to let you go or maybe i really am i thought so ..
You changed a lot
Your physique, your face but it still had that spark in your eyes the same one I saw when we knew each other , that moment when we became more than just friends..
It's that part of your face I want to stare ..
Your hazelnut brown eyes makes me drunk like a bastard...
But then again seeing you made my heart fluster
I hope we'll see each other again , where we'll be at each end of the room finishing each others sentences
Till we meet again my friend :)
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