Smile, smile, smile for the camera
do not put your hands up
make sure that your hairs up
smile smile please sit straight
you look great
do not talk or we'll berate
I'd rather just be downstairs all alone
Where I'm not hated and on the phone
I am a drone
Blank smiles an empty face
man I made an empty plate
eating really quickly so I'll choke at this rate
Congregation in the living room
dining room is filled with doom
They scratch their knives on the table
looks like a horror fable
feed us feed us
we just want our entertainment
wasn't planning on it my crutch is bent
twenty minutes in and i need to vent
escape is a few steps away
can't leave now they're here to stay
angry eyes behind the powder
try to speak up but they just get louder
I'm sick and tired of this house, they're the cat and I'm the mouse,
Daddy is crying
Mommy isn't here
I hate christmas
I dread it every year
Because i'm forced
to dress up nice
faces as warm as lava
hearts as cold as ice
I walk through the daggers they call comments
and the fire they call small talk
when I am done though
I can hardly walk
i quit
with these people
i wanna go home
but I always find the steeple
I'm sick and i'm hurt
my prayers aren't called
get on the couch darling
stop trying to stall
when i say three you smile
then we'll talk for a while
make sure your chin is up and you look at the lense
they have me tied up and i'm in a pig pen
1....2....3....4... family pictures of galore.
5....6....7....8.... someone called my mom a whore
9.....10.....11.....12 christmas is the worst time it's bad for my health
13.....14.....15.....16..... I'm just gonna go kill myself
