With Everything I Got

Chapter 1-reunited

November 21, 2015-

"Carly, Jerold texted me and told me he wanted to hang out," Aliciana told me out of nowhere. I haven't heard from him in over a year. We dated and this girl Sarah ruined it for us. She claimed they had sex while I was with him....It hurt me so bad i never trusted another boy when they said they loved me. I missed him I don't deny that. I will never begin to believe the lies of another man.

"Omg, how is he? Does he know I'm with you?" I wasn't about to go and see him if she hadn't already told him. "Uhm, he wants to see you and see how you're doing he misses you," Aliciana looked like she did something wrong. "Do you want me to tell him nevermind?" I paused and thought. I mean it really wouldn't hurt much, would it? "Yeah, it's fine.(i faked a laugh) It's been a while, I'll go see him with you," here goes nothing. We left to the town's football field. We waited at the local skate park. i was going to leave until he's there.

"hey," Jerold said, he looked a little pale. His eyes were so blue. His smile was as amazing as before. Wondering if he changed, I refused to give him a hug. I didn't want any of them memories of him. "Do i get a hug,Carly," he asked with a half ass smile. " I can't, i promised myself i wouldn't put myself threw the bull shit i did before, the pain and regret. If i do, it'll just break me," O' my gosh did i just say that out loud? i really hope he didn't hear me. "Carly, I'm sorry, I really am,I swear," He said as a single tear rolled down his face. i felt so bad, but he kinda deserved it. I mean he hurt me. "Jerold it's just that i dont know whats going on in my life and you coming back into it? I don't know if it's a mistake or it's meant," I began to tear up. " Soooo, how's everyone doing?" Aliciana tried changing the subject. I ignored the fact of her trying to make it all better. There is no making it better unless you do it yourself. I walked up to him and just looked. He tried to say something, but just before he could get it out I hugged him tight. My tears kept coming and coming. He held me tighter. He whispered in my ear,"I love you, baby girl." " No you don't, you love the thought of me," I was always told that. I believed it because if one loves another they won't move on the next day. "I really do, Carly."

We walked back to Aliciana's house. I grabbed his hand. I made him promise me he wouldn't do what he did last year. "I promise," he said as he looked into his eyes. I believed him. As we sat in the room we decided to go into the bathroom. Me, Jerold, and Aliciana went into the bathroom and took pictures. Aliciana put them all on facebook. Later on, Aliciana got a text from and girl named Kiana. "Jerold, why is Kiana telling me you have a girlfriend named Katrina," she asked. i was puzzled. He promised he wouldn't lie. He has a girlfriend? " Jerold, is it true," I was hoping she was lieing. "She's probably just Just starting drama," He tried to hide the truth,but I believed him. Maybe she is just trying to bring up drama. I don't know,but I couldn't keep dreading on last years mistake. So i trusted him. I don't know if I should trust him or not. Right now it is kinda worth it. I think I'm accually in love with this boy.