Invisible Scars (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 2

Demi's Pov: 

Oh my god, I'm so proud of Julie. She ate a whole taco and has been able to keep it down... I hope she doesnt purge later though. Shes acting strange after dinner, and well I cant blame her, I know how that goes, after eating your first full meal. I didnt expect her to just run to the bathroom though. I follow after her, her heads in the toilet. She didnt even have time to close the door. I walk in and hold her hair, and rub her back... Shes crying. She comes up for a breath, "Demi I'm sorry.." She looks really up set that she couldnt hold it down.

"Its alright, your body just has to get use to eating again. As long as you tried to keep it down, and you did try, right?"

"Of course I did.. But I just couldnt, and I didnt even eat that much. One taco is not a lot.."

"Well one taco is the most you eaten in thirteen days, and well probably more considering how skinny you look now."

"Im not skinny... Not skinny enough.." She gets up and rinses her mouth, and face.

"Julie?"

"Huh?"

"Come." I take her hand and we sit on the bed. Shes sitting next to me, I wrap my arms around her, and interlock our fingers. She didnt even say anything, just cuddles up closer to me. I whispered in her ear, "You're beautiful just the way you are, inside and out. You're skinny, you really are. It sucks seeing you like this, but thats why I wanna help you, so that you can get better" I roll up her sleeves, "Nothing is worth harming yourself over. Nothing." A tear drop fell on to her cuts. She took my hands and flipped them over, you could see my "Stay" "Strong" tattoos, another tear, it landed on my arm. She wipes it away still starring at my tattoos. She puts her hands back into mine and we intertwine fingers again. I break it with one of my hands, I lift her head up and turn it towards me. I wipe away her tears, and whisper, "You can too. You can Stay Strong." She starts crying a little more. She fell asleep in my arms, it was so adorable. I get up and take a quick shower. I think about Julie the whole time. How she shouldnt have to go through something like this, no one should. How hard she tried to keep down the food today. Im still proud of her.. I think of her smile, her voice, her laugh... How nice, open minded, and caring and just plane perfect she is.. How her hands where in mine.... I think Im in love with her.. But what if she doesnt have the same feelings for me, I sure dont want to he hurt again..

Julies Pov: 

Fuck. I couldnt do it. It came back up, like my body refuses to have food... Demi wasn't mad at me, though she sounded a little disappointed.. She took me to the bedroom and we cuddled.. I loved it. Her arms around me, holding hands, whispering in my ear.. It sent goosebumps all over my body.. I thought she was gonna kiss me, and that would have made the moment so much more amazing... I feel asleep in her arms. I felt her get up and cover me, then I heard the water go on. I fell back asleep and I got scared for a second when Demi climbed back in to bed. I moved over closer to her, rested my head on her chest, she had one arm around me and another playing with my hair. She was humming something quietly, and I fell asleep. I woke up before Demi, I kissed her forehead and jumped into the shower. I started singing Catch Me, "Before I fall, to fast. Kiss me quick but make it last. So i can see how badly this will hurt me when you say goodbye.."

Demi's Pov: 

I jumped into bed after my shower and Julie must of woken up a bit because she cuddled next to me. I started humming SkyScraper, and she fell asleep, I did too, not long after she did. I woke up to Julie singing Catch Me in the shower, I sat next to the door so I could hear her better, and I sang along softly. I heard the water turn off, so I quickly jumped back into bed, and acted like I was sleeping. I felt Julie lay down next to me, and wrap her arm around me, she whispered, "Good morning Beautiful." I didnt say anything I just turned over so I was facing her.. I wanted to kiss her but I was afraid..