Truths From the Depressed

Outcast.

So after a stupid fight with my friends, which I indeed did absolutely nothing wrong, my friends have abandoned me. Saying that we can't be best friends anymore, things won't be the same. Then they go off on Instagram about how much they love their friends, and crap, it hurts knowing I'm not one of them anymore. Why I'm not? Because they decided they were tired of me. They try and try to tell me they just wanted to communicate when really what they don't get, is that ganging up on a person, and telling them every little thing you hate about them, is bullying, not communication. They all know that I am messed up. They know what I have been through, but still that doesn't matter to them at all. Because they continue to hurt me in ways they can't comprehend. I needed to vent about this, because now some people that I once called best friends, and sisters for life, barely ever talk to me, and nothing is the same. I cannot wait till school starts to see how miserable that will be. Frankly my friends don't understand anything I tell them. That frusterates the heck out of me. They are great friends, all amazing, HILARIOUS, awesome, and so fun to be around, but lately they haven't been true, loyal, and accepting friends like they should. Because they bailed on me as a friend. For absolutely NO reason.