Warning:
Swearing ahead
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You know when your friends are bitching about you and and you know it but you were the one who brought it on yourself.
When they don't think of you as a human with feelings but a stray bitch they saw on the dirty street.
When they pretend to like you but you can tell they don't see you like they used to.
When they say that you 'try to hard' to fit in on video that was uploaded for the whole world to see.
When they ignore you and treat you like shit but you still want them in your life.
When you feel like shit for doing something you don't even realise could fuck up your whole life.
When you want to just fly away and not be seen ever again.
When you just want to know the truth but you don't want to acknowledge it in the fear that you can never be the same knowing.
When you feel like your whole world is crumbling down around you and all they do is laugh it off.
When, in the end, all you can only say that it was your fault and you're the only one to blame.
