I put my headphones back in my ears and I keep running. Destroya comes on. "You don't believe in God. I don't believe in luck. They don't believe in us. I just believe in the enemy uh uhh uh uhh..." I wipe the continuos tears off my face and I being to sprint. I slow down and being to try and calm down. "You emo whore!" Replays in my head. I start to walk, and head towards the mall. It is the only place I can think of right now. Plus if my dad follows me, he can't kill me there. It's too public. I can still feel myself on the verge of tears, but I hold it back so people leave me alone. Did I forget to mention that I have zero friends because I am antisocial? Well I don't. I open the heavy door that leads me into the main entrance to Old Navy. I dart through Old Navy and head to the door that leads to hallway, I guess you'd say, containing all of the random shops and stores. I walk out of Old Navy and look to my around. There is FYE to my right and Starbucks to my left. Starbucks first. It might be nice to get some coffee. I check my pockets and I find a twenty dollar bill. Thank gosh I have some money. I walk into Starbucks. There is no line so I go up to the cashier and ask for a latté. After they hand it to me, I pay for it, and I take a seat all alone. I try to think about what happened back there. The next song that comes on is "I never told you what I did for a living"
"Another knife in my hand.
A stain that never comes off the sheets..." I take a few sips and a few tears well up in my eyes. I feel my face. My cheek and jaw bone are bruised. I can't even imagine how bad this looks. Tears stream down my face. I take another sip then look up. Some person decides to sit in front of me. I sigh and decide to not even look up. They tug on the cord to my right headphone. I pull it out. "Yes?", I say a bit annoyed. "Something wrong miss?", they respond. I wipe my eyes and look up with fake confidence. "Nope. I am aye okay." "Please don't lie. Your eyes are blood shot from crying..", they say in a sad tone. I look back down without getting a look at the person in front of me. "So...do you want to talk about it miss?", they ask. "Not really. And my name is Joyce..." "Okay Joyce. My name is Gerard."
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You Only Hear The Music When Your Heart Begins To Break <MCR Fanfic>
FanfictionJoyce runs out of the house after being beat for the last time. She finds someone special after she goes out alone to try and calm down.
