Dan's POV
I was laying on my bed after the funeral. I have never cried so much before. I loved him. I still love him. When he passed it felt like my heart broke in a million pieces. He was my everything. He is what kept me alive, as cheesy as that sounded. All i could do was remember how we met. When i told him i loved him. When we had our first kiss. To our first fight, which was about him eating my cereal. Everything. Phil Lester was my soulmate and i was his. But the only thing that i kept thinking of over and over again was when we first met.
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I was just scrolling threw tumblr when i got a message from Amazingphil and i clicked on it and read...
'Hey, Dan. My name is Phil. Wanna talk?'
I didnt know what to do so i just looked through his tumblr and thought he was funny i guess and started to message him back.
'Hey Phil. Sure i guess we can talk.
'Great!'
'Yeah. Lolzor. But can i first see a picture of so i at least know who im talking to.'
'Yeah sure.'
When i got the picture i couldnt stop staring at it. He was so beautiful. He had blue eyes like the ocean. He was slightly pale. And he had black hair that went with it all. He was... Perfect. I knew i was already gay. I didnt know what to say to him. So i said the first thing i could think of.
' Wow Phil! Your really cute.'
' Thank you! Can i see a picture of you?'
I remember he told me what he thought about me. He said that i had beautiful chocolate brown eyes and that i had i had beautiful hair that looked perfect on me. And that my tan skin looked perfect with everything.
I sent the picture of me to him.
' Omg! Dan your really cute!'
I felt my face get really red.
' Thank you Phil! :D'
'Your welcome!'
' So what type of music do you like?'
' i listen to mostly Muse.'
' Oh. My. Llama. Seriously Phil?! I love Muse!'
' Are you kidding?! Dont lie to me!'
' No im not fucking kidding'
'How old are you?'
' I am 27'
' Wow Dan your almost my age. I am 29.'
' Dang your old Phil! Lolzor. Jk.'
'Your almost my age Dan! ;D'
' Hey Phil, would you like to get some coffee?'
'Yah sure Dan. When?'
'Is right now fine?'
' Right now is great!'
I told him which we were gonna meet at. Knowing that i was more likely going to be late I had already started to get ready.
When i got there i had saw him already sitting at a booth in the back away from people. Even though there was only an old couple in there. I smiled and went in.
