This isn't fair to me. You told me. You started this. I'm broken. You've known this. You've said it. You tell me you love me. You say it and every time you do my heart swells and I'm so happy. I hang onto every word you say. You make me happy. Not just your words, you do.
I want to make you happy. It's what I live for. To hear your dorky laugh in my ear as I say something stupid when we hug. You laugh and shake your head, then say something stupid back and we laugh again.
I miss you. You're drifting from me. You're like a gust of wind. You can surround me and comfort me. You can be peaceful and make things seem beautiful. But your destructive. You push me down you tear things apart nothing can stop you. With all of your might you can push anything.....
I just wish you'd use that for good.......
