My mind is full of insane things
The darkness is closer
And the end looks so far away.
I'm not capable to feel happy anymore, I can't feel hope, love. I can't smile or laugh anymore because everything and everyone I see gives me a reason to feel lonely, shitty and depressed.
I don't know what I'm doing, i don't want to stay home but I don't feel like going out, I don't want to sleep but I can't stay awake, I don't want to breathe but I have to.
The darkness its to close now and I can't run away from her because, now, she kind feel like home... It's really bad to say that darkness don't transmit fear or panic anymore, she starts to make me fell comfy because I can't run, I can't move, I just only can breathe and I don't want to breathe, I want stop existing, stop thinking, I want that my heart stops.
I don't want to stay anymore, satan please take me way, I give you my soul and you take my body from this planet. I want you to take me, I need that because I can't take anymore.
I feel anxiety every time I touch our feel something and I can't stop. It's so fuck tup, but I can't change anything because I'm hopeless.
Please take me way!
The darkness finally came and finally I feel like home, finally I don't need to breath or existing, finally I'm dead and it feels like it was the only solution. That pills was my solution, the 33 pills that I take! Thanks everyone to make me feel like this, thanks to all of you. I'm finally home and I don't or can't run away from it.
