It's okay. It's okay. I hurt you. And trust me. I felt really bad but I wouldn't have expected you to believe I was sorry after I said it. And you didn't which was assumable. But days went passed and eventually you decided to leave. Day you left, was the day I felt your pain. I felt even more bad since I realized what you went through. But I guess I deserve this. You already hurt me.. Your job at getting even was done. But then you came back. And hurt me even more. Five times the damage I did to you. I already felt your pain. I already said sorry a billion times. But you continued to bring up the past and use it against me. Which you , knowing it would hurt me bad, kept doing. But after all. I did start this . So tbh I shouldn't be complaining . But you eventually apologized to me. And me here being clueless.. Kept having these questions running through my head. Should I accept your apology even though you didn't accept mine? Or should I just not accept it? I was going to not forgive you. But then.. I realized you are the person.. I love the most..The person who could get me to stop bottling everything up and to let it out.. The person who is my everything..
We end up fighting alot. But you usually managed to put a smile on my face at the end of the day. And I hope I did too.. So, thinking back to the memories we had. I realized.. That I can't lose you. Never. Ever. So I came to the conclusion that I'm okay.. And I Will forgive you.
