I hide.
To get away
From everything,
Including myself.
To slice away
Already scarred skin.
To know that my soul
Is completely erased.
No one knows what
lies beneath my surface.
Pure hell.
Where good thoughts vanish
Without a fight.
No one would last a second
in my head.
I've lost everything
That ever meant
Anything to me.
But don't worry.
Never again will I feel that pain.
As I lose feeling
And become emotionally hardened.
Looking as dead as a rock.
From the luck life brings me.
Nothing worth living for.
These things I can't help.
You can't help me.
I will never understand
How you live,
As happily as you do.
Or how you cry when your sad.
I feel so alone.
Because I feel like I'm not human.
That you laugh at.
So I ask for one small favor.
From anyone.
Please, take me away.
