Im the kind of girl who is quiet in large groups or around people i dont know you only see the real me if we're close. I smile alot. Especially at the most inapropreate times. Im a hopeless romantic. I trip over air,up stairs, and over peoples feet. I am the hardest person to offend but it is all too easy to make me feel horrible i hate telling people about my problems. I believe people should not be judge before one takes the time to get to know them, yet i am gulty of doing that exact thing. I love to think rather than talk. I have felt like i dont know whats going on anymore like i dont care about anything anymore ive lost motivation to do anything anymore. My mind is set in too many things that have made me confused about my feelings and i cant explain how i feel the feeling of emptyness and the feeling that no one understands me anymore and it seems like there is nothing to look foward to anymore.i am honestly so much more content sitting in my room alone at night smiling to my self as i watch my favorite tv show than out in in unconfortibe situations that involves me pretending to be having the time of my life with borning people, who dont care about me,doing pointless things and to he honest i have learned that diffrent is good. To be my self and not giving a flying fuck what people think of me. I am not like other girls and most of my friends already known that. Im awkward clumsy, shy, strange. And to all my friends... Promise me one thing. Promise me that you wont forget about the memories we made. About all the laughs we had. About the fights we've had. About the inside jokes we had. About the conversations we had. About the first day we met. About the songs we sang. About the places we've been. About the promises we've made. About the futures we made up. About the stories we've shared. About the stories we shared. The secrets we've shared. Even if we no longer encounter each others in life just promise me one thing and ill be fine. Promise that yall wont forget about me. But thats me take it or leave it!
