Saved By Mikey Way

Chapter 5: Desolation Row

I came out of this sleep like state, I kept my eyes closed not wanting to see where I ended up. My head obviously ached alot. The room was dark, I could tell that by the fact no light flirtered through my eyes lids. I don't know if it was just dark in the room or if it was night. Either way there was no sun light. Better yet no light at all coming in. I was scared of what I'd find when I opened my eyes. I wanted to drift back to sleep but my head wouldn't let me. Something smelt like beer, it really smelt bad. Oh god! It's me. What did I get myself into last night? I only remember walking and having this memory, that's it. I felt some one sit down beside me, the smell of coffee drifted into my system. This was all too fermilure. My heart fluttered and my head ached less when I felt some one pat my back lightly.  My eyes opened slowly. I know that this was all a dream. All the Mikey stuff and Frank not remembering me was all a dream. I saw some one sitting beside me. Only it wasn't Frank. My heart sank when I saw Mikey sitting beside me in his boxers, his hair messy and a mug of coffee in hand. I sank lower into the bed and died. Yeah I wish. I turned over and rubbed my eyes. My face was really sore in one area. Right under my eye on my cheek bone. I bet there was a bruse there. Mikey's hazel eyes glued to me, they were full of sorrow and guilt. Oh no what did I do?

"Mikey, what happened last night exactly?" I asked curiously. Mikey smirked a fake smile and handed me the grey mug. I noted that the curtains were just closed and it was no night out. 

"You tried to break into our concert and when a cop tried to stop you, you punched him in the face. You were arrested and we bailed you out. You told me about something that happened in the past." He announced. My heart sank. I did not tell him, his mom killed my brothers. I did not! I didn't want to stay on the topic of our pasts.

"Well that's gonna stain the record." I said trying to lighten things up a bit. I sipped the coffee. Mikey chuckled at my remark. His eyes drifted down to the floor and a sad expression moulded his pail face. He got up off the bed and walked away from me. I tried to move but I was still fully clothed. Huh, weird. Knowing Mikey he'd at least take my shoes off. Looks like he wasn't too impressed with me.  There was an awkward pause.

"Thanks for bailing me out of jail." I thanked happily.  Mikey turned and smiled at me.

"I didn't bail you out." He remarked. I tilted my head slightly in confusion. I heard the door open and close loudly. Mikey's gaze moved towards the sound. A bigger smile curled his lips. I watched intently as a red head rounded the corner. He looked so fermilure.I just can't put the name to the face. I thought for a long moment before I bounced off the bed and went to hug my best friend, 

"Gerard!" I called to him. Owie, that made my head throb slightly. Gerard's arm wrapped around my sore body lightly. He was still the same nerdy boy from school. I am so glad he hasn't changed much. I put two and two together. 

"Thanks for bailing me out last night." I thanked again. My voice was rough and dry. My mouth tasted awful. Gerard made a face and shook his head.

"Wasn't me." He said sullenly. Uhhhh my head is going to ache even more after all this thinking. I thought for one more moment before answering again.

"Ray?" I asked curiously. Mikey and Gerard both shook their heads. Well that leaves the one person who couldn't possibly care less about me. Frank. The door opened and closed once more, I glanced over to see a 4'9", brunette enter the room. His appearance made my heart swell with joy.

He remembers!

Frank's hazel eyes moved from the floor to me. He wore the same beautiful expression. Mikey and Gerard shared a glance before existing the room. My heart beated a bit fasted with every step Frank toke closer to me. He moved to the window and gazed through the cracks. 

"You know, I had no clue who you were a few days ago." Frank said sullenly. There was a small pause. 

"But two days ago, on the roof when you were standing on the ledge. I saw something. Something you will not believe." Frank uttered softly. I will believe you Frank! I will.

"You saw me jump off and you save me didn't you?" I asked curiously. Frank's hazel eyes widen in surprise. He swallowed hard and nodded twice. I swear I could see tears begin to stream down his face.

"And I can't get you out of my head, but every time I see your face these things . . . Memories. Flash before my eyes and I don't know what's right or wrong any more." Frank's voice became squeaky. I knew he'd remember me. I knew he'd remember all the things about us. I stepped closer to him. 

"What else do you remember?" I asked. Frank looked at me and thought. 

"Avery, Charlotte, Matthew, Bobby, Abby and Lilly." He said names of our kids. I felt better now. This was all so overwhelming. I couldn't believe this was happening. I felt like there was a riot happening inside of me. It felt so amazing. But then I felt like shit. Nothing is going to be the way it used to be. Mainly because. I'm having Mikey's baby.