In Love Or Not(Hayes Grier Fanfic)

chapter 9 - The Voices in my head

"Uhm yeah" I responded but I knew I wouldn't go

She smiled and walked away. I decided to finish my tea when all the boys walked towards me

"He Jordan" Cam said.

They all held that same look Mahogany had in her eyes,im so sick of that look,people feeling sorry for me. I hated it

"Im fine" I replied before anyone could ask any questions

They all nodded

Just as I was about to speak Hayes came down,but he wasn't alone

He had that slut with him.. I know im being kind of rude calling her a slut but...that's just what she is

All the boys looked at him with anger in their eyes

"Hey Jord" Hates said smiling at me

What!? I don't get this. He cheats on me and now he wants to pretend like nothing ever happened

"Dont talk to her and pretend as if nothing happened!" Shawn yelled at him

I was so thankful for him right now

"What?" Hayes asked innoncently

how is he such a good actor? Shawn looked as if he was about to explode and all the other boys looked as if they were ready to pounce on him

I just stood up and smiled at Hayes and simply just walked away

He may have taken my heart,but I still have my dignity

I walked and bumped into my mom and Bart.

"Oh my gosh! Honey are you ok!?" She asked as Bart looked worried

"No! Mom. It happened again. It wasn't as bad as last time but it happened again. I GAVE HIM MY TRUST AND MY HEART AND HE CHEATED ON ME MOM!! WHATS WRONG WITH ME..?" I didn't realise I was raising my voice until my mom hugged me and here i'm at the point where I'm crying again

"Oh my honey,im so very sorry" she said in her soothing voice. She was crying too now and Bart was furious I could see it in his eyes

"I'm sorry mom. I didn't mean for it to go that far!" I said full on sobbing now

"Oh sweetheart. We'll get through this together ok" she said wiping my tears away

I just nodded because everything I wanted to say was stuck in the back of my mind somehow so all I did was nod

"Can I see?" She asked

I took my flannel off and showed her my arms

She gasped and I think so did Bart

"Why?!" Bart asked with wide eyes

"I'll explain later" my mom said

He shook his head and walked out leaving me and my mom alone

"I wanna get some rest mom" I said

"Jordan,you said yourself,they are coming back and we need to get you to the hospital right now!" My mom said sternly

"Please mom! Can we please do this tomorrow please" I asked with my voice a little raised

"Uh ok then. Go get some rest and i'll check up on you later ok" she said

I gave her a small smile and hugged her and headed for my room

When I got to my room I kicked off my shoes and took off my flannel and curled into the blankets and fell into a deep sleep