Saved By Mikey Way

Chapter 3: If I'm Not Who I am. Then Who am I?

I heard my name being called by Mikey. He came over and happily kissed me passionatly. The taste of coffee stained his breath. You know, I think I could be happier with Mikey than Frank. Mikey's lips crushed mine hard as he pulled me close. We both stumbled into my room landing on the floor. I was on top of him. I felt something harden in his pants. I blushed at this now known fact. I heard the door slam shut as I kissed him. If you can beat them, join them. Having this feeling of being with sober Mikey was alot better than being with drunk Mikey. Having his cold skin rub against my hot skin made the excitment even better. My heart raced as he began to pick up some speed. It actually hurt slightly but that's because last night was my first time and right now is my second. But something I didn't feel last night was this sudden burst of an amazing feeling. It sent me in a dizzy. I could barely hear over our heavy breathing.

"Oh Mikey!" I called out loudly. I had just found my burst of exitment. I heard Mikey chuckle at me as he searched for his burst of relife. I don't know much about this stuff but it was like an instinct, my hand slid down inbetween us to help him. As soon as I made contact, Mikey's muscles stiffened and he was stiff as a board. I felt another burst of relife. My body shivered slightly.

Mikey laid beside me on the bed beside me, his arm wrapped around my shoulders. I was pulled in close to his side as the duevet felt like nothing was covering our bare bodies. I could hear Mikey's heart race quickly but steadily as he dreamed of things I don't want to know.  I felt tired and all I wanted to do is sleep. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

His hand traced my back as I moved in close to him. The sweat seeping from us, steam swirled in the cool air. The water raining down onto us. The small shower space made it easier to be skin to skin. I felt his hand move up and down my back as he passionately drew me in for a long kiss. He played with my damp hair. My arms wrapped around his neck as the water dripped down between us. This seemed like a dream. It was so perfect, nothing could destroy this. Who needs stupid fire works when you find when you get a feeling like no other, for me my whole body goes numb with ecstasy. It’s the most amazing feeling any one could get. It washes away any thing that may hurt you or destroy who you are. All the pain and suffering goes away. I looked down at me toes, because right now they were numb with ecstasy. I could feel something build up inside me, like a burst of energy. I whispered some things I couldn’t  make out. Not yet at least.  I couldn’t stop it, it came out like a breathe.

“Oh Frank!” I screamed.

I felt a hand shake me out of this moment. Damn it! It was a dream. I opened my eyes to see four disturbed men sitting around the coffee table with comics, DVDs and other entertainment. I sat up properly. Ray was the one too shake me out of the dream. His brown eyes worried. Frank was completely red. Oh crap I was talking in my sleep again. I couldn’t do any thing but sit there, wide eyed in horror as they watched me.

“What the hell were you dreaming of?” Mikey asked in a concerned but horrified way. I shook my head.

“Why do you want to know?” I asked in a miserable way. I was kind of mad they woke me up. I liked that dream. They laughed at Frank whom was trying to brush it off as something dumb.

“Well first we noticed you were asleep; no big deal right?” Ray began “Then you start whimpering, still no big deal. Then comes the happy noises and the just as we were about to wake you up you screamed Frank’s name.” I was completely horrified by this. I had to think of something fast.

“I dreamed I was. . .” I stuttered a bit. “Okay you know what, I had a happy dream. It happens to the best of us. We all have them.” I announced. They nodded.

“True.” Mikey said. And they went on to do what ever they were doing. But Frank sat up on the couch beside me. His face still a bit flushed as the horrific scene faded into something different.