It All Started With Amiyah

2: Secrets

another day....another damn nightmare....

"ayo tranny you dropped something" A deep voice called from behind me. I squeezed my eyes shut and my heart seemed to almost palpitate against my rib cage. I felt the tingles of a blush start to creep up my neck, i bit my lip in pure nervousness. 

please go away please go away

i felt the sting of someones hand forcefully grip my shoulder. 

"DONT YOU HEAR HIM TALKING TO YOU TRANNY!" I heard another voice call out, i clinged on to my books and all the muscles in my body seemed tense. I spun around on my heel and looked shyly down at the ground. 

"uh um yes...sir?....i mean uh TYSHON!, yes tyshon" I cleared my throat and even whimpered a little. 

"where's my homework?" Tyshon responded in an agitated tone. 

"shit"

"oh im sorry fag....i couldn't hear you was that your way of responding and handing me my homework!" Tyshon gave full on attitude and i couldn't help but smile a little at the ground. 

"um...i dont have it" I squeaked out. 

"pardon me?" I could feel Tyshons breathe on the back of my neck as it sent shivers down my spine and i saw his asshole of friends erupt into laughter. I cleared my throat once more, and said more boldly.

"i dont have it"

"tsk tsk tsk, consequences and reprucutions fag" Tyshon slowly circled around me.

*BRINGGGGGG* the bell rang, and i dint notice it but i exhaled in relief. 

"saved by the bell fag" Tyshon's asshole friends started to walk to class erupting with laughter at the humiliation they caused me. 

"ayo tyshon arent you coming?" One of his friends asked. 

"yeah i just gotta catch shanika, you know how it is" Tyshon shrugged while his friends cheered and clapped before walking off not long before it was just me and him in the hall way. I tried to push him out of my way as anger bubbled inside of me. "Amiyah please dont start" Tyshon grabbed my hand and pulled me back while pinching the bridge of his nose. 

"dont start what Tyshon?!" I huffed. 

"baby its not like that-" 

"OHHHH WELL EXCUSE THE FUCK OUT OF ME CAUSE THIS, US, BEING A FUCKING SECRET SEEMS LIKE 'THAT'" 

"lower your voice Amiyah" 

"or what?! your going to go cry to your fucking friends about your 'faggot lover'" 

"DONT YOU DARE PULL THAT CARD ON ME!! YOU KNOW GOOD AND DAMN WELL IM THE ONLY ONE WHO HASN'T JUDGED YOU" Tyshon yelled. It all seemed to hit me like a ton of bricks in that instance. 

"your right..." i looked down at the ground. "but you arent the only one that has turned away from me because of appearences and how it would make you look" I stormed away with fresh tears in my eyes, it was as if the day couldnt get any worst....i realized later on that i spoke too soon.