poems of a damaged teenage girl

Forbidden Crush

I know I shouldn't like you
But I couldn't help but fall in love with the way you smile. That big smile you get whenever you hear something funny.
I remember when you you smile at me like that, or how you genuinely wanted to know what was wrong.
Liking you was what was wrong. You're  with the girl on the cheer team, the girl who nice and beautiful. I feel bad every time I see you with her. You stopped looking at me how you used to. No more smiles when we pass by in the halls. Is it because I said I liked someone else? Or maybe you found out...
I miss it, I miss all of it. Everyday I want to tell someone how much I actually care about you.
But loving you is wrong, I guess this you'll forever be more forbidden crush...

I.B.