If I told you I felt like i didn't belong here. How would you feel. Happy? Sad?
I wouldn't notice by how careless you seem to be. Nothing matters about us. But everything mattered about that. Yes, that. THe material thing. Its not going with you once you're gone.
See, you're not understanding me. Nor are you trying to understand me.
With the way my mind works, I'll never belong to this family,. I may love you, but I'll never like you.
Take my words and interpret them. Because I say what I mean, and I mean what I say. Call it cliche, but its the truth. You might not let me tell you directly and have an intimate conversation, but I'll do it piece by piece.
You're everything to me, yet you're nothing at all. Spiritually, to be specific. You have no heart, its replaced by an icebox, like Omarion once said, I sometimes think that your brain is an ice block surrounded by nothing.
There is nothing you can say that will change my mind, but I know I am not meant to be here. NO matter what. I want to be gone away from you, from the drama, the negativity, and just the whole family.
I'm losing my sanity. I'm stressing out over nothing. Or something so little. I try to handle it, but it always backfires.
Yet, I still have this intuition that I should be gone...
